Friday, October 21, 2011

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Anesthesiology

Today, I need to start study my anesthesiology!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
Damn, my anesthesiology knowledge is like a shit!
How to be a good vet soon!!!!!! haha
never mind, never give up!
Try to read and memories it !!!!!!!

What stupid I done today are:

01. I had finished my surgery test1.
02. I'm feeling a bit of disappointed today.
03. I had ate rubbish food in the lab and continuous to made cell culture and staining.
04. I'm slept in surgery class on afternoon as I dun know what he was talking about.
05. I planned to play badminton at Dewan badminton with my friends but finally we were jogging at IPKB.
06. I danced aerobic with my friends in front of Masjid.
07. I learn back how to drive a manure car, but totally I dislike manure as I'm lazy species.
08. I ate a lot of keropo that made me throat pain now.
09. Dean was chatting with me, when he asked me any question to him today, and I asked: " Did you know why most of your students are nervous to see you?"....He said why? and I answered him: " 01.U r tall, 02. U r big 03.U r dark 04.U r botak 05. U have hair on skin....totally looked like a black bear who want to eat ppl!"....hahahaha...how dare I'm, but he was laughing that time..and he asked, why you dun nervous to me...and I answered: BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT A GIRL!..wkakakaka. laughing and funny for old man ( I called him old man, cute)
10. I felt sleepy now but OMG! jz 11pm now, night still young!....
11. Is waiting for the rm13,000 talk, if you are talk rubbish, believe me , I will throw you shoe!!!! ><

Saturday, October 8, 2011

New room-mate

I just bougt a new room-mate.
Haha, its a turtle!!!! cham cham cham!!!.
I just bought one. Plus me become a couple.

I dun know it is he or she.
But I made a name for it , is called : " KIMSINGING!.
Nice name right!!! haha. I like it.

Just discover its right front leg is injury,
have the old scar looked like fibrous ligament.
Maybe its always immerse in water so the scar never dry.
Never mind, I will take care it well.
Be my baby well! hehe

Monday, August 29, 2011

暑假都在做什么呢?

其实现在离我的新学期开课只剩下6天而已,
对于这次的新学期开课,再也没有那种很期待新学弟妹的来临,
只有那么一点点好奇他们长什么样子呢?
但,这些都不重要,
因为当我有这种好奇的想法时,也意味着我那压力的日子又要开始了,
这压力,可说是一年比一年沉重。

说到压力,就会联想到埋头苦读的样子,追赶功课的狼狈样,当然少不了考试时的疲惫。
俗话说: 雨过天晴呀!先苦后甜呀!
尝了考试后的苦,当然来的是暑假的甜啦!
每当考完时后,大家会做的事是什么呢?
中学时期的我,考完年终考后都会留下和朋友讨论各自的答案对错,
但上了大学后,若说要讨论答案,我的脑海只会浮现 “如果能在学期总考时讨论那不就好吗!”
当然,若同学想留着我讨论,我会很配合地留下一起讨论,不然我只有俩件事做~
1, 回到房间倒头大睡,当然,很多时候都会因为考试的结束而兴奋得忘了过去的疲惫。
2. 我会清洗一番,然后到处走走,看看风景,哪怕是那已经熟悉到闭上眼睛都能画出来的景色,只怕双脚不能走动。

当然啦,暑假就得待在家嘛!
家,我的家~有时是个天堂,有时却是个地狱。
“心随境转则苦,境随心转则乐”
所以,现在会珍惜待在家的时光。
带着刚从睡梦中醒来的思绪,迷迷糊糊的眼神,还没开动的器官,就这样摇摇晃晃地走出房门,看看妈妈那刚清洗后的脸,再打开电视, 就这样坐在客厅和她一起看看报纸。
电视不断地发出声音,报纸上的图一一地闪过我的脑海,报内的字却一排一排的走马看花地飘过眼睛,还没洗刷的牙刷,还没清洗的脸,
也就这样,那淡淡的口味和昨天洗后留下的一点点洗发精的香气,开始了我新的一天。

早晨,如果有爸爸在,我喜欢一起出去吃,但如果他没在,我喜欢在家享受为自己做早餐的过程。填饱了,开动电脑是一定的。 打开了,再看看昨天在面子书上留下的话有什么留言吗,看后,有时是高兴有时是失落。

坐在客厅,死盯着电视节目,是我的工作。
手拿着遥控器,换频道还快过呼吸的我,
坐着的,躺着的 ,
再看看客厅地上,然后再愤怒地瞪着我家那俩只笨蛋的狗狗,
再拿起扫把和打了一桶水,不管三七二十一地,在地上画起大符。
过程不到半小时,回头看看那闪亮亮的地上,笑了一下!
那俩只可恶的狗狗,又开始自由自在的里里外外地走动着,
瞪瞪它们,骂骂它们,然后又专心地看着电视节目,
就这样带着莫名其妙的头绪过了一个中午。

看着狗狗,看看那慢慢黑暗下来的天空,看看没事做的妈妈,聊了一下话,
到房间,看看我的小金鱼,丢了饲料给它们,然后打开电脑的音乐,就这样唱起歌来~
如果睡起在加上一片面膜,那真是完美的一天啦!



Saturday, August 27, 2011

draw fishes..

tonight I'm bored, so I burn my mind and made my hand busy in drawing.
but, finished in one hour, now bored again.
this is my stupid drawing.
actually it is not coloring, but I color it with laptop. haha.

is difficult to draw gold fish...><

Friday, August 26, 2011

妈妈突然问我。

今天就如往常一样,
还是很认真的聆听着朋友揭开她为爱情而烦恼的心事。
就在家,为了避免妈妈听到我们的谈话,
我躲到厨房聊。

晚饭后,妈妈却问我 : “ 你说真的,你谈过几次恋爱? 七八次有吗?”
我说 : “ 我从来没有谈过恋爱”
妈 : “ 那你为什么酱有经验似的为朋友解除爱情的烦恼呢!”
我说 : “ 不知道”

顿时的我,也觉的很奇怪,因为~我真的从没谈过恋爱,但却蛮会解决爱情里的问题~
真怪~哈哈

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

(+) ( -) (x) (÷)

put (+) to love everything,
put (-) to hate everything,
put (x) in gratitude for everything,
put (÷) in anxious for everything,
it will (=) to make life simple and simple of life, happiness in life. ^^ .

Sunday, August 14, 2011

stupid government

I'm really piss off with our government staffs who are sensitive, discourtesy ,unsavory and always make one disappointed to a fault due to they are paid a lots lip-service and lost promise to citizen instead blame to citizen. Of course citizen are went ballistic! Your name-calling must stop!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

暑假

暑假暑假暑假!!!
虽然现在是我大二的暑假,但其实我们还是有一大堆的功课得完成,还得提早回大学开课,接着是我们的个人演讲,还有就是马上得应付外来官的考试.总而言之,这短短充满功课的三个星期的暑假,就是我唯一忙了一整年的"长假".

现在,能呆在家里的时间只剩下两星期,到现在的我,还没有开始读书,做功课,因为我已经对自己说好了,完成了我第二次的实习后,我会空出一个星期的时间,让自己在家变成一个"废人". 所以呢,当我在面子书上看见同学们都在担心着报告,功课,演讲之类的东东,我都不紧张,而另一发面是,我想我已经有题目,足够的资料来完成报告的,..怪就只能怪他们自己不认真做事情咯 (在实习的时候,只想要轻轻松松的,天天都是我在想每天的目标,他们切还整天等着吃,而且是我在当厨师).算了啦,过去的事就让它过去吧~

第二次实习是在槟城一个华人新村里的一个猪场. 那猪场拥有十四千五百多头猪.那是槟城最大的猪场了,那些猪都是用来食吃的.我国各洲的猪肉商都会来那猪场买些猪,如霹雳州,吉隆波 等地带的猪肉商.  在那猪场里,我了解了开发猪业的辛苦,开发猪业的风险,猪业在我国的购买的市场,猪业在我国政府的地位.由于我国是个回教国,开发猪业一直以来都会面对一些问题,所以从中,我了解了猪业者的心声埋怨,他们的辛苦,他们的不满,他们的失落,他们的愤怒,当时的我也默默地聆听着想象着发现着,我国政府的野蛮,无理,懒散,偏心,野心,和失败. 但,同时的我,在观察下,也慢慢的看见政府的想法,他们的用心,他们的努力...当然非常感谢在政府部门工作的华裔官长的用心啦, 不隐瞒的说,我国猪业会有纠纷的问题因为猪业者的私心,政府的歧视. (大马巫族占了70%).慢慢地慢慢的,我真的了解和明白我为何选了在我国不被看好,不被尊敬,不被重用且冷门的兽医师了,而且是个牧场兽医. 谈到着,我又想起了曾经聊过的话题,"为何大马不重视我们这些辛辛苦苦埋头苦读五年而成的兽医呢?".."为何在我国兽医的等级却被摆放在农业部内呢?医生警察教师工程师都有各自的等级和代号,而我们却是放在农业呢?"...
答案: 怪的只能怪兽医们了,没有好好的为人民贡献兽医的责任,没有好好的成为一名可用的兽医,没有好好的在政府中发挥兽医的角色 (你可得知道,槟州猪业部长不是个兽医,没有兽医接手),还有更可恶的是,有些兽医自己会认为兽医嘛,都不是什么重要的东东!! ...
 对于那些当了大官的兽医也就如此罢了,对于等级我们为何还在农业中,我想那些大官的答案会是 " 我的钱已经赚很多了,那些对我不重要了"....
政府嘛~我吃得饱就好了,每年有两头牛来送我吃就够了~...
所以嘛,上梁不正下梁歪!!!!!!!!!!!....
要进步,靠的不是一张很能说的嘴,而是能转得快动得快的身子.

在实习中,我也学会了很多在课业上在大学里根本没能力为我们提供的技术, 我会了如何观察病猪,如何难产接生,如何腌小公猪,药类,食物,废物/水排放等等的...还有好多好多...

其实在那的生活蛮好的,轻松地~早上进猪场实习,下午在家写报告,晚上做饭...
一个月...就过啦~

还有最开心的是,我每个周末都会到我中学时的华文老师家呆住一晚,到出吃喝玩乐.好悠闲的生活,谁不要呢!!!
和小学老师的见面更让我勾起的小时的种种趣时~~~


好了,晚了,晚安!



Thursday, August 4, 2011

华裔子弟

今天见识到了在大学的成就和踏进社会被大马政府判的商业价值的真​实和差别。在大马政府里,只要把自己晒黑一些,个人的商业价值就​会被提高。妈妈说,为自己制的被虽小但却最温暖,不幸的是那些可​怜的孩子,不但不珍惜拉拉为他们制了的大被,一面却不停妒嫉我们​的小被,或许他们也觉得中看不中用吧!妈妈说,记得初一十五拜拜​就好,拜太多家里的大伯公看了会发现你的野心。相信自己,我们华​裔子弟无论到那都能生存,都是优胜者!
我们华裔子弟,不用说谎,不用做作,不用被庇护,不争眼说瞎话,只一直面对事实,勇敢挑战!达到目标!达到成功!

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Supernatural power!!!!

S U P E R N A T U R A L  from my Teacher.
I just coming back from visited to one of my secondary school teacher,
she was my secondary mandarin teacher and she is my friend now.
I knew her since I'm form 3 if not mistake,
and we had our dinner together always when I was starting form 4.
BUT, just now I know she have the SUPERNATURAL POWER,
she can distinguish and determine people just from looked their face, either real people or just in photo.
wow...very amazing and very accurate!!!!!...
90% accurate!! very!!! wow...
and now, I know that people well now.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Happy

So suddenly I'm feeling happy and lucky.
I have nice place for training there although the supervisor for farm is a Gangster..><
I have a group of best team mates who very bekerjasama for everything in tis training except think for next objective, haha. bt just now I very thanks for their team work and made all works become easily and run smoothly, and now they also have try their best in think for objective. I like I like ^^...
I have a very good teacher who had bought me walked around p.penang and a lots fun.
I have a group of best matrix' friends who are always miss me and I always miss them. ><. (jz always shared problem and solve with given idea).
I have a group of Uni' course mates, although sometime we are nt in chatting or sharing, but I love all of them always, whatever chinese girl friend, malay girl friends or malay boy friends,...all I love so much. this is because all of them have their own special and characteristic which let me learn in life and grown up. little miss them de.>< ....
and I'm random....my heart is feeling so light and happy. ^^..

and one more thing, I miss my mom and dad oo...my pets also...my fishes...death one fish liao. huhu.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

wkakakakaa..

I'm back to Pantai Acheh..
this two days I had met up with my secondary school teacher and stayed in her home.
I really really happy for this two days.
I hope my every day will be like that,
I appreciated
wkakkakaa..
She treated me a lot of delicious food in P.Penang.
She bough me to visited a lot nice places in P.Penang. 
I was happy!!!! ><.....


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reached home, I open FB, ohpss...FB memang buat hal lah..hahha
this time, I seems like really have misunderstand the people.
so, I think it was my false, so I called him and apologized to him.
and one thing we both are agreed to remove friend on FB,
from my brief to him I think he can understand,
the aim for remove friend just for prevent have misunderstand between us via the FB post for next 3 years.
since I'm emo,
He also...
then have a lot things happen just due on FB, never explain, so I think remove is good for us.
and got his permission de.
so we just thinking positive lo.

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night, I had received a msg from a new phone numbor,
but I think is another friend.
I called try to know who and why said so,..
but cnt call and off...><....tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...........
I dun wan to write reply msg as I dun wan have any misunderstand from languages btw us again, so I call..bt..............tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.........."the number U have called is unavailable,please try ltr"
hahahahhahahahhhahahaa
so I reply as msg so,  my answer is simple : " ok, no problem."
jz live simple...^^


good bye, need going to sleep de. tomorrow have got a lot of fun work are waiting for me ^^

Friday, July 22, 2011

saturday

yup, I'm wake up from a morning message from one of my friend.
the friend we always called between " BFF"= best friend forever. haha
she is asked me how about for recent life, and same from me to her.
but, she still working today?? weird ...!!.

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seems both of my teammate have not any plan for this weekend ,
and another group of my course mates who having their training at P.penang will coming our place just for meet up.
so, they maybe have their activities.
and I'm plan to meet up with my teacher and will be stay at her small small and old old home for one night.
I want to have fun with my this teacher since we haven meet up after secondary school but we always had our dinner together along secondary school.
I want to share with her my life in this two year and all about her. haha
she is cute and good. ><
some time I think I'm like her for our characteristics..
she also the style so dare to said out her opinion and feeling,
what the correct and what the wrong,
what she accept for and what she reject...
I think I almost like that,
she said so....
so, in the secondary school, she was bully by another group of teacher who are strong in talking some back,
and my this teacher is so directly for thing,
 so she kene bully and hates by them...OMG~..
very kesian her rite?
but she is good de....^^


I want go kacau her!!!!! wkakkaakaka....I always said her like this " you are old woman who dun wan you, fast fast go fing a bf lah, dun jz work!!" hahhaa.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

21/07/11

Oh no!!!!!! I'm feeling sick today.
I'm feeling uncomfortable for whole today.
I'm still attend the farm particle as usual.
Today we went the farm around 9am.
On the way, I'm feeling tired, and when enter the farm I'm feeling very uncomfortable.
Headache, blurry in visual , tasteless for my tongue, feeling dehydration.
and...one thing to worry is what to do for today, since I asked for my one teammate to decided and think for the objective today, but he just said : "dun know", what the bikin panas answer from him, try lah discuss with me, dun just always waiting for my idea.
He was asking me " what to do for us today" when I'm feeling uncomfortable, so I just answered him : " fikir lah sendiri!!!"...I'm really hot that time. every after dinner I will asked and tried to discuss the objective for next day but always let me disappointed.
DUN JUST BE A VET ON PAPER!!..try your best for every things! although I know this is pig farm.
I out from farm early today, and try to have sleep or take rest in home,,but cnt sleep...opppsss...
and the Doctor from JPV was coming....chatted with us....is feeling guilty as so much things we still dun know. How dare they answered the doctor so confident er??!!!?? never think for objective until now!! and never have prepared the question to ask Mr.Tan., what they want asked just the "CUTI BILA and MOTOR" if not mistake form me!!! OMG!!..
Did you guys know why I asked u all back for smebahyang Jumaat first , actually I know Mr.Tan punya style, and I want try to ask him one by one..and have prepared some question to him, but have you guys feel interesting to asked what the conversation between us..just wait me to tell you all, never ask yet!! lols...so disappointed ar....please, hold every chance in learning, dun lazy...ask and discuss for what dun understand, ....dun just back home and waiting for food and boom many many thing on FB..one thing, my FB is put private, only friends can read my FB, yours?? so dun put that thing which can make effect for someone, including the farm. should let us discuss first.
and one thing, please be puncture!!! we are 21 years old. hold the time tightly okie.!!! you are the future doctor!! be responsible for your promise and your time. If I said we go farm 8am next day, and please be walk to farm together at 8am, not just out from bath room at 8am,then still wanna open FB for few minutes!!! oh no!!!!!!!!!......people tell 2pm got this activities, he will called you. But we should going to farm around 2pm and not waiting for his called!!! if we go that time, but tak ada activities tu, then never mind lah, we can do next day. If we have not go, but the activities is carry out at 2pm, what the loss from you do you know, try think!!!..you are my friend, I wrote here want you understand and learn it, I'm not perfect, but please, learn for now!!! you are the new generation for Malaysia!!!..if you dun change, I dare to say " why not just let British or Japanese to jajah our country, they are more strong and dominance from you!!..see, our government, this is why our country is improve so slow!!..work is postpone and postpone time to time, late and late, not keep promise and not responsible, and the YB or NC or YPPP all are not in puncture too!!!!...what the bad to all!!!!...PLEASE, improve!!!...not only the loss for you if you are not in puncture, for me too, I need to wait you because you are late and slow!!! Learn it please!!...did u know, when I reached the farm for castration learning, the worker was told me "adik, sorry tak ada call kamu!!" but he bring me to the place doing castration!!! can u think., If you waiting for call in home, what can become and what the loss for you!! I tell you not because I angry, im not angry, but I bikin disappointed ......

and I bough the Paradol Active fast at the shop after done the castration...
take one paradol and I sleep....and wake up cook.... and now, I'm tired...
please have good thing to show me tomorrow...
I dun want just come here like for play, and I cook for you all as scared kamu lapar and kesian you all tak ada kedai makanan melayu...but I dun wan you all just ate and said " wow, kenyang!!!" then FB...please, discuss for what we have learn and what dun understand....I can try my best to cooked for you the food, and can you also try uo best to show me you ikhlas in learning...???
remember, after training we still have 3 weeks to take rest, just rest tat time, now, please dun waste time and watse money just eat and sleep here..........

 see, we are the first bath Vet from umk, do you know how is the important role from us!!!.
did you know what the view from UPM'vet students???
did you know how the high and great hope from our lecturer??
did you saw ayie punya bapa punya care for us? its really compared btw upm and umk vet...
I dun willing to become a second class vet in Malaysia!!.
Always will try my best!!!.......
its not important from others pandangan ar us.....the important is what we have in our internal...
ok, I want rest.....and have my paradol...

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

a new day now....21/07/11

wow...now is a new day...
new day, new hope, it always as my mind.
just on Facebook,
I saw one rubbish inbox from friend,
always asked me to help them vote this and there,
opps..I'm so lazy, and I....delete the msg..hehe..sorry er~
and, I just awake why my FB got so much inbox,
msg form good friends,
msg as rubbish just now,
msg which will made you emo one..
so.....as for my mind,
new day new hope,
so its not need to save all that msg...
meaningless I think...
so I just tried to delete all..
wow...empty, the feeling is good!!! really!!!
my life...full with my dream..my dream is not same to others...
Its always different in what in my mind and what my choose and dream .><..hehe

20/7/11

Today, I'm wake up around 7am.
wow, what the amazing made me feeling happy was my teammate was wake up early and not like before he still lying on bed when I finished taken morning bath. lols.
mea today he is keep his promise in puncture..hihi
Today ,I has my second post-mortem of the weaner.
It is female, maybe age between 3 till 4monts, dark color skin.
This time of post-mortem I done with akmal,
seriously, it is tired.
next time I dun willing to do for any more.
 sweating and sweating.
the death pig is worst.
accumulation of fluid around the respiration cavity, have the pleunopneumonia, lungs haemorhage, inflammation as white spot is saw, and heart problem: its enlarge in muscle and swollen, soft and fluidly.
stomach was empty and bloating as full filled with gas.

afternoon home, I'm accidentally have a small angry to my one teammate.
this is due to his words and his reply which made me to remind the another person who I'm feeling unsatidfied when he was argufy with me....as that person is always live with his own incorrect and unacceptable theory..
but for my teammate, I know he is innocent in replying it, so I'm not angry de..haha.
not point to angry in life actually...
if angry, what the hurt just for uoself and the people around.
so stay well.

Monday, July 18, 2011

17/07/11

Today's objective from us is " learning the feeding system in the pig farm".
I'm wake up with having a pleasure mood.
But incidentally I was changing my mood when looking my team mate was not in puncture.
so, one advised to my team mate : I dislike people not puncture,ok. haha.
I'm not angry lah, but dislike.hehe

At first, we have reaching the farm when all the workers are starting their work.
For learning feeding system, we're started it from the feed manufacture house in the pig farm.
what we have learn from there is we know the type/band of feed which have choose by the pig farm for feeding and the process mixing the feed by machine in the processing house and the content is according on the nutrition list.
ATTENTION, the price for those machines for mixing all the feed was RM 200,000-RM300,000 in 20 years before, and now, at lease or more than RM 700,000.....(information from the boss)

we have used 1 hours more for discussing and investigating the feed mixing machines from one step to steps...it totally have 8 tons within the motor for mixing feed....the tons is function for filling the corn and soya bean which after the smallest process.(we divided into ton A for corn and ton B for soya bean,easily to understand)
And the next process is the content from ton A and ton B is transferred to another ton (ton C) and filling inside within weight measure function.
The final step is the content in ton C will be pass to the hole on the floor which the paip of ton D is horizontally to the hole, and the worker will mix the others content such as fishmeal, CP, premix in to the hole and able the machine to mixing and pass up and filling in ton D. next , it have a way to passing the complete feed to the Tons at outside which filling the feed for prestarter, grower, finisher, sow and mix respectively.

the funny thing we have in the learning process today is the record of nutritional list on the white broad in the house. we were washing 1 hour for asking and understanding what the words wrote on the broad.

Lintu, Sathu, Thotu, Ada anna, thata anna, Jacorn, Kacham, UKgamn, Allus, Khasas,?!!??????????????
we asked for the first worker, he is answered us and I still blurring....
asking and asking for understand it, but I still blurring.......
finally, have another old worker was coming...
CATCH the chance for asking....
oppsss...baru faham!!!......
Lintu is prestater, ( but blur, he said this is the feed for piglet after weaning...)
Sathu is weaner,
Thatu is finisher,
Ada anna is ada anak,
thata anna is tak ada anak...
Jacorn is Jakong,
Kacham is kacang,

Allus and kasas are wheat.???...
honestly, I'm just 50% what from his brief..haha..
but thanks a lot to the worker lah....

and I had asked for the worker what is this language...
he said is " BAHASA MALAYSIA"
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! erh~@@

haha. I think next junior who will have their training in this farm must learn for Nepal language first before coming.haha.


see!!!!!!! Bahasa apa ???haha...

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Sunday~

Yesterday was the first day we went to Georgetown since we have staying here already one week.
we went there by bus....
From Pantai Acheh to Balik Pulau, rm1.40.....continues from Balik Pulau to Komtar. rm3.40.haha.
we went to shopping there and bought nothing actually.
what the best was I had met up with my school teacher.Miss.Looi Ling Ling.
she is still same, still funny funny and cute.
she had brought me to have lunch at x-halal place so I need to leave my Malay friends.
haha...so paiseh ok ..>< have uo own time.
And very thanks to Miss.Looi as she had sent us back to Balik Pulau and we go home by next bus.
hope to meet u again by next week.


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just wake up and I open my twitter.
have continues chat with one of my malay girl coursemate,who are unwilling to have training at the place and feeling boring and she compared with mine.
so....I also made a advise want she can realx and enjoy it, dun think more.
after have a post on twitter, then I always have made a related post on FB...the post jz want to gv her.
"just doing for what you should and what you have, don't always compared with the others fortunate, but actually you are the fortunate in. You can gain some benefits from here, but at the same time,you must loss some dominance about there."
this is the post by me for today.....then....wow.....I think haf someone is over sensitive and terasa, then he also post on FB something ...I felt it is direct to me maybe...bt I not sure...and I dun care yet.haha..If he really terasa, and what he wrote there is more reflected to him self I think...haha....nvr lah, If I care for it, x habis2 pun..lolszxz...then banyak masalah2 lah them...lolszs...I jz live in my own world ok, so dun kacau lah....I dun care liao lah..aiyor....why you always made life so suffer de....
u tis ppl, I wan ask u lol.....izit alone jiu cnt alive ar? los...boring jiu always need to blamed ppl nt care u or msg u ar? los...silent will die meh?los....made many many complain then can earn money ar?los....jealous ppl can solve problem ar?los....really dun understand why gt such ppl.....u r boy leh, dun made thng like tat lah, uo external and internal y so imbalance one????????????
 U said is my wrong, I said u r weird..when I asked to solve our problem together,then u said rubbish and fucking thing, bt told to another, the third ppl cn solve the problem meh? siao de!!! los...made thing susah, then talk to other is my problem ..loss...I jz try to keep it dun wan to spoil uo mask...los...

I gv u all thing and stay away liao u still x satisfied er???los....
I'm not u plse bro....be mature lah~tired leh~