the night still young~

went for gym, release tension~
recently, a lot and a lot of shitty things were coming continuously...

01. Hope Dr.Rachman can recover asap and be strong to fight with mild stroke. recent I still laughing at him as his "perut besar baju tak muat" during pharmaco test and when I went to office..==!!
02. Hope my mood can recover asap too.
03. Hope every plan is going smoothly..
04. dun wan stresss...
I wan enjoy my life,U too. ^^

o...

jz back from supper with my roomate tee, and franky...
haha,...I felt relex haf a supper with them...
v chatting almost 2 hours...
nice....
If my life now is allow me to do it everynight, I think I will appreciated very.

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reached room,
everytime is come back in my mind...
huh~
suddenly moody....
today...I jz had a called to my mom,..
around 3 weeks I never call her de...
her sound shown her happiness...
I'm guilty...
I said: "mom, I think I will choose to stop here."
mom: " take a deep considered first, everything jz support you "
I really dun noe..izit this field is sui me..
and the happened recently was let me to looked clearly how is this world is~
damn~
I'm strong I think.....
but start from first year until now,
why I jz felt that only the sadness things in my mind????

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leader is easily to become...
bt good leader is suffer to find...
im???
not I think...still need to improve...

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actually I'm think, vet..
how is my life?
how is my future?
will it be liked life now?
if YES, I think better to stop every thing just now.
I'm enjoy with this field, never felt tired,
but people around are damn shit and made me felt tired.
thats all.
haha.
tired and wanna sleep de.

bad morning

I just wake up lately ,around 10am, as today is weekend, I need more rest.
as Usual, when I open my eyes, FB will be open soon too.
on the FB, I saw a video clip from one of my friend, he post a fun video, I enjoy at laugh,but I think its post on a incorrect time,is lets me to remind what have happened yesterday, its tired, disappointed and shitty.
so, I had a comment on his video, hope he can understand why I wrote so.
I dun care either people is like me or anti-me.
what I wan is the FACT!.
people must live with fact, cheat is a killed in life.remember.
so, now, I never force uo guys to read my blog, and never I invite you come to my blog, and I'm unwelcome you guys ok.I can have a random post. if u still wan to read my blog, so, just understand what I write here and refresh yourselves...not need limit what I do.shit~
yesterday, I said sorry to you guys this is due to my ayat is sharp on post, but bukan agreed with what you guys judge in the meeting on last day.its really memalukan our course in front of other course people.damn~

hey you,
I dun understand how was your action last day.
you let me see a wrong person to made a judge to show himself is correct.
I'm very unsatisfied with you guys thinking and talking.
the meeting should not like that, and its exhausted and looked stupid really.
at the first, I think you guys must be said a great sorry to you coursemate first as what you guys always mention in the meeting,RESPECT!
but it obviously not on you guys mind to respect you friends.
damn self-fish I looked at you guys.
wrong people to judge himslef are correct,worse, they still made show others wrong from a innocent people. damn, this what I saw last day.
and I dun care you masukkan uo religion theory, but please used it in correct way, every religion is teaching their people with correct theory and live with correct way.
and I dun noe what uo talk someone want become HERO HERO, haha, I'm not hero, what I want is FACT!! I dare to said: YOU GUYS ARE WRONG MAJOR!!!
final exam and midterm is different!!!.
final exam, do mistake, prof sure cnt help de.
midterm is all out to doctor either help or not, you guys not need to argue. damn~
very easily thinking also dun noe meh~ damn damn damn!

hey you,
lucky I got control my emo last day,
if not, I think you will loss a finger now,
really.
not only you will angry k, My power angry is strong than you a lot.
shit man~
you are the worse in my mind.

maybe you guys are felt you all was won in the judge, but , the fact is not.
you guys just looked like made a very fun and idiot video clip in front,
no more professional,
no more mature,
no more respect,
no more considered,
and self-fish~.
thanks that all from me.
YUP! U are angry with what I talk now??
haha, I dun invite uo come my blog pun.
why you wan stalk my private!! OMG, u r dosa and jahat!! huh~
izit??
haha, go to a front of a mirror in uo room, and observed what you see on uo face. ^^
what I want is the FACT, no people argue.
your guys is always over confident plus self-fish~
kalau berani buat silaberani tanggung!

I MENTION AGAIN, I UNWELCOME YOU GUYS STALK MY BLOG!!!
ONLY THE PERSON WHO I SEND INVITE IS THE PERSON I WELCOME!
DAMN~~
BAD STALKER AND CHILDISH~
ARARARGH!!! U R TERRIBLE VIRUS!!! VIRUS!!! VIRUSS!!!! ARRGHHHH!!!!! SHIT~
i dun care u anti me or more, FACT is more important!!!!!

and girl, dun show you weak in front of boy, its shit!!..judge for fact k~!!!

DUN STALK MY BLOG!! JUST MADE COMMENT IF U READ!

I cannot understand just now.
I cannot more believe the people any more again.
I cannot believe he is change.
I dun know what become now.'
I felt disappointed and sad now.
and stress~
agreed with a friend said : " if u dun wan to change uoself into good, no one will success change uo".

dun noe and dun noe!
different people really have different thinking.
reflect first when angry at any.
dun stalk my blog plse!! like u said ppl stalk at uos...

hahaha..

hahahaa....my cousin'daughter was born last nite....girl! cute..
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i need my own space...
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^^...only real friend will always wif you.

好想停学噢~
好像活得很累酱~
哈~

They made I dislike them, especially him.

class is out of control just now...
as I know what they said to lecturer and their target.
so, I think I need to said something as a "obstacle" to made them suffer and correct them in the end of meeting.
they are self-fish.
lecturer and friends had told me.
especially him, I know.
when you meniru in exam, we just silent and let u go....
then you got high marks and people not more complain.
but now lucky you gt the high mark between,
then you still made complain to lecturer, made him angry!.
in the meeting, you dun dare to out your true opinion and just buat2 innocent tapi muka complain and compain to friend beside, what point!.
lastly, you guys waste a lot our time and made lecturer angry with decided and agreed to the first and last decision, BODOH!!!!.
" so, you guys just waste a lot time and made lecturer angry with choosing the origin opinion,( actually I wan blamed him), so next time dun hebat2 complain in front of lecturer, (I'm said him), and we compared to our knowledge not our exam marks..!"
this what was I talk in end...very emo and angry with the guy!!
memang Lan Jiao people.!!!.like shit~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i got 18 for that question pun tak ckp apa2, and agreed with doctor, why you need do like that!! bodoh~.
1 question I just got 4/20, I pun diam lah, this maybe due to I'm not enough knowledge and I'm bodoh, but, diam jz lah, apa2 tak adil lagi kalau bagi korang resit question.
I felt quite tired and disappointed in this class especially some of them guys...lelaki bodoh.

I'm not perfect, but I'm strong than you guys.
one thing, I worry my girls coursemate izit really what I said at the end, if they are misunderstand me because my language teruk, then I habis lah! huh~sorry girls, I jz want to help you girls to out some voice only.
and 3 of them hope they can do well for their exam.
next time, I will not out any opinion for them guys, just exhausted energy and waste time
certain LELAKI adalah binatang yang paling bodoh kah dunia!.
p/s: Im sori to my roomate seem like I angry to him, but not!...and I thanks to him as he only one always understand me....thanks GOD!