I know..

01. after have the meeting with Dr.Alirezae, actually I felt very appreciated and I would like to said Thank you to him as he made me awake and I will try my very best before the final is coming. he made me know, we seem like sentiasa mencari alasan untuk sendiri...thnks Dr, not more alasan de. bt I will relax when I really feel tired k. ^^
02. Hope my close relative can reach his wish and anything else he want before he going to another world. according to my mom descride and brief to me his condition, it seem like not hope to continuous life in this world, from my knowledge tell me, its difficult! so, sad is sure sad, but I can do nothings yet. So, God bless him and everything going smooth...
03. Thanks mom and papa! world is beauty! I'm grow up from day to day.
04. Thanks my coursemate, every events happend from start till now, its made me grow up and saw clearly how is the world, how is the different people, thinkng and action, everything,.....think positive, its a good thing~
happy Friday wish to all ~

妈妈，我想你

妈妈，要是哪天我真让你知道了一切，那时的你一定会很生气，
但我希望你不要生气，
不然，那时的我，
会想现在酱想你而哭不听。
你要健康哦！
你的儿子，谢金琛. 很疼你哦！

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jiu jiang lol.
mei xin qing.
min min bu guan wo shi de que chen le wo shi  zu jiao
ran da jia jing lian de tao yan ba.
ran da jia jiu jiang wu hui ba.
wo hao lie o.
wo hao lie o.
mei you ren min bai wo.
wo ye bu dong zheng yan rang ren min bai wo.
wo shi wo.
mei ren neng min bai wo.
jiu jiang ba.
wo shi huai ren.
dui ba, jiu jiang ba, wo shi huai ren~
ha~

new day

a new day, must start with a very new mood...
I will try to looked every one is beauty like before although now are evil..
but I believe I can do it...
looked every one is beauty~ ^^
and think positive~ ^^
face the obstacle in life with my smile~^^
every thing can solve with lightly work and easily ~ ^^

*jealous o today as saw my friends'picture going for Taiwan on this mornig~ arrghhhh~
one of my beloved country !!!! TAIWAN~

无奈的人

无奈的世界，活着无奈的人，
无奈的人，过着无奈的生活，
无奈的生活，存着无奈的事物，
无奈的事物，有着无奈的我~

才发现，生活一天比一天无奈，
无奈的心情，无奈的表情，无奈的一颗心，无奈的头绪，无奈的无奈的~
无奈的，看着他们，
无奈的，听着他们，
无奈的，与他们在同一个环境，
无奈的，跟着他们生活下去。。。

内心真的好烦，烦恼却愈来愈多，
很努力的不介意，但太离谱了。
都太离谱了。。

谢谢老天爷，让我活在这世界
看清了人的一点一滴，一点一滴，
太残忍了，太残忍了
好可怕，好可怕

home

home...
sedih~..
nvm,...
will go home by nx week...
sorry....
I hate this type of life...
sorry....
I hate my self...
sorry....
I'm sorry....
because I cannot always beside you~
and....sorry, I need you....
tq....
tq....
tq,...

the night still young~

went for gym, release tension~
recently, a lot and a lot of shitty things were coming continuously...

01. Hope Dr.Rachman can recover asap and be strong to fight with mild stroke. recent I still laughing at him as his "perut besar baju tak muat" during pharmaco test and when I went to office..==!!
02. Hope my mood can recover asap too.
03. Hope every plan is going smoothly..
04. dun wan stresss...
I wan enjoy my life,U too. ^^