才刚睡醒
（是个装了好多好多的疲累而有的午觉）
感到放松，因为总有个机会好好休息了。
最近有蛮多的活动，
兽医系晚宴，
兽医系开放日，
还没忙完，当中又得写报告，
演讲等等，
负责的工作做到深夜三点，
到房里还得带着昏昏欲睡的头脑，
写出份报告。
呼呼～都快变成熊猫了～
今天，在口试中，
我真的感到后悔为什么总把老爸的话当屁话了～
我老爸，他是个历史爱好者，尤其是对马来西亚这闷死人的历史～
当然，人名他肯定不会懂，但当中发生的是，
他却能一一说出～
我也不确定他所说的是对还是错，但我老爸的头脑和声音及好脸可是能和她比！！
她，就是我班政策历史最厉害的那个人吧！每一个题目都能回答！
我可真的服了她！真的很佩服！！
要是我的头脑有她那么一半那该多好呀！！！
可是，她却让人没有了回答的机会～
呼呼～
因为看见了一个朋友在面子书写出了他对她的意见，
平时的我是不会理会他那在面子书对某某的批评，
但今天的批评，我却放了一个“喜欢”。
还留下了一个留言。
其实我老早就知道她会是酱的一个人～抢答个不停～
但还是算了，反正我也不会～
但她可真的～很烦～
最终，她发现了我们在面子书的留言～
炸到了～
她生气咯～
哈哈～还好，我的留言有赞她聪明～
哈哈，如果往好的想，她应该得开心啊！
我可是很少称赞人的哦～哈哈。
完蛋了，我有惹事了～
为何我的生活这么的充满个挑战了～
哈哈～
说真的，我慢慢的感到面子书可是个惹祸的最佳祸首！
有是只是想把心里话用最简单的几句句子表达出来，
但在无意中，
还是伤到了别人，再伤到了自己。
所以呢！
还是在自己的部落格留下生活点滴，
有兴趣了解者就自己进来看看就好了，
面子书，呼呼～太开放了～
我想，部落格，应该不会伤到任何人吧！
因为这是我的天地，
我可没逼任何人来看哦～
所以我要写什么就什么吧！！！哈哈。
一天一天的长大，
经验就一天一天的多。
去的地方一天比一天多，
看到的认识的人就一次比一次多。
我想呀！
人生嘛！就这么一次！
为何不好好的活出自己呢！！！
哈哈～
说真的，也许因为在外生活太就了，
认为，
在自己的生活里，
最不能切少的就是： 自己的观察和判断了。
对某事的观察和判断，对某人的观察和判断，
有了自己对某事某人的基本概念，
再做出了自己的想法及看法，
有必要是才与他人的看法做比较，
这就是我判断人事物 的做法了～
我想，
一个有自己成熟的人，应该会这么做吧～
人生短短几十年，
有谁不想活出一片属于自己的蓝天呢！
活出自己，
不被他人影响看法，
不被他人动摇想法及目标，
不被控制真正的自己，
不被他人控制着自己的心灵，
不被自己的目的而迷失自己，
有着自己的权威，
有着自己的聪明，
有着自己的理想，
有着自己的道德，
有着自己的原则，
还有这一颗真善，
这应该就是自己的一片蓝天了～
是的，该停下来，有活动呢～
今天我决定开放我的部落格，
只欢迎喜欢我的人，
希望喜欢我的人，
也不需要到处宣传我的部落格，好吗？哈哈。
欢迎来到我的生活～
Monday, June 27, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
new update..
recently, I'm busy with prepared for Vet day.
Yesterday was our open ceremony.Its well, although tired.
Tonight, I'm still same, back to room around 2am, its better than last two night which back on around 3 and 330am....just prepared for our job..exhausted! but......nice..
I have nothing to say actually,
because my feeling is quite complicated and dun understand.
But, I just go ahead with my job....
keep silent..
keep off mouth..
keep off heart...
keep off eyes...
keep off feeling...
keep off angry...
keep off dreaming...
keep off thinking...
keep off guessing..
keep off negative..
keep away from someone who like to talk behind ppl..
and keep away from the people dun believe at me...
then....I just felt my life is so lightly and not need to care too much~.
busy and busy my life..
anesthesia my nerve in thinking....
Just believe God, not judge....because we just a simple man...
stop judge, away judge,
and just open heart, open mind...
everything is well...~ ^^
okie, 4am now....
need to sleep and wake a early up for Vet-day...GAMPATEH!!!
Yesterday was our open ceremony.Its well, although tired.
Tonight, I'm still same, back to room around 2am, its better than last two night which back on around 3 and 330am....just prepared for our job..exhausted! but......nice..
I have nothing to say actually,
because my feeling is quite complicated and dun understand.
But, I just go ahead with my job....
keep silent..
keep off mouth..
keep off heart...
keep off eyes...
keep off feeling...
keep off angry...
keep off dreaming...
keep off thinking...
keep off guessing..
keep off negative..
keep away from someone who like to talk behind ppl..
and keep away from the people dun believe at me...
then....I just felt my life is so lightly and not need to care too much~.
busy and busy my life..
anesthesia my nerve in thinking....
Just believe God, not judge....because we just a simple man...
stop judge, away judge,
and just open heart, open mind...
everything is well...~ ^^
okie, 4am now....
need to sleep and wake a early up for Vet-day...GAMPATEH!!!
Sunday, June 19, 2011
busy recent~
Recent day, I'm busy with some VET activities...
Vetnight~
Vetday~
huh~~~..
Vetnight was organized on last night.
This Vet-night is okie okie nia...nothing special feeling~
but I felt they were lack of time in practice and some part was boring.
but overall was okie....
Lazy to talk more, just upload some of photo I like~
Okie, that's all photos, lazy to upload more~88
Vetnight~
Vetday~
huh~~~..
Vetnight was organized on last night.
This Vet-night is okie okie nia...nothing special feeling~
but I felt they were lack of time in practice and some part was boring.
but overall was okie....
Lazy to talk more, just upload some of photo I like~
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| this is my photo, I like this photo~XD |
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| still my photo, looked like star enter the VIP room!! wkaka, perasan pulak >< |
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| photo with my Chinese boy juniors..GOH and SIA. Cute boys~ |
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| photo with roomate yang tak betul XD... |
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| photo with "Gay partner" wkakaa...is it looked like Gay!!! YES, I'm...so what~ hahaha lolzxzxz..please lah people, open uo mind sikip, mcm ni jer cakap orgn gay!lolzxzx. FUZK UUUUUUU!!! XP. |
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| Going back, lucky de~ |
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| .....^^....wkakkakaa....like this photo~ |
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Crazy day~
haha....just back from shopping...
went with my sakai friend,also coursemate ,also roomate..mohd.akmal...
he bought the DSLR 5100....best gila....I hope to get one soon....hehe...it made me felt more interesting in photographic...
and I bought the broadband...Maxis punya...because it is more good using in umk dan penang....but my home ,i dun noe...
hahahahaa........told a lot of crazy btw us, laughing and laughing....stupid enough words from us.hemn, of course, me more...haha..
okie, now is tried using my broadband...wow...satisfied....
haish~rm58 per month....must keep my mouth in food due to replace payment for broadband de...huhhuhu~
went with my sakai friend,also coursemate ,also roomate..mohd.akmal...
he bought the DSLR 5100....best gila....I hope to get one soon....hehe...it made me felt more interesting in photographic...
and I bought the broadband...Maxis punya...because it is more good using in umk dan penang....but my home ,i dun noe...
hahahahaa........told a lot of crazy btw us, laughing and laughing....stupid enough words from us.hemn, of course, me more...haha..
okie, now is tried using my broadband...wow...satisfied....
haish~rm58 per month....must keep my mouth in food due to replace payment for broadband de...huhhuhu~
Friday, June 10, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Happy dokumentari vs Rubbish piss off mood
Today, my group's documentari is finished, nice video clip between.
It got fun! all our idea, just to make audience not will feel to bore in watch our video.
hahahaaa...nice job....
okie, this work is finished. ><
Falsafah ilmu, yerrr~
i cnt undestand lah~...huh...
walaupun xundestand, i oso buat jer lah...
at lease...at lease...siap sudah...>< haha
shitty..........thing........
remind about friends....haish~friends again....
what's wrong with me...lolzz
did you know how hurt is it when you tried your best to friend again with the wrong'people!!
but, the problem is...the wrong'people still jual mahal and reject for anything...lolz..
You girls never know what my feeling, why I'm sensitive like this:
01. when I tried to friend him again, he told me : just treat him as transparent!!!
02. when I tried to asked for the reason why he acted so, he just told me : not reason to you, something cannot tell you, only the suitable people can shared to, she more understand..but,boy, the thing is, this is our problem, you should let me know, not her!!.
03.when I tried my hard to fix our situation, to asked u wanna to sit together on bus (when before gone to second voluntary vet) u jz reply me, u r perfect to sit alone, its empty..bt did u know hw I tried my hard to open mouth to told to u..haish~
04. when I tried to have dinner with him together, he just told me : not...I'm not hungry...but....went with some~
so..tats all still my false???
sound hurt like...~but I;m okie...I also dun noe what wrong with me..he hurt me, wrote stupid on FB more than 3 time, he started to ignored, he started to talk my bad at my back to some coursemate...
but did u know what was the most hurt from u to me, is..that time u post on FB about friend,coursemate and roomate thing, I angry and msg u " then, is it I'm uo friend not" .....what the great hurt msg from u was : "I dun noe, I cnt answer u, I also dun noe what is friend to be"....that time u always with uo FASA friends, 4gt us, said what this my friend do what do what , this my friend buy what buy what...then how dare u tell me dun noe what is friend er!!!!!!!!! tis was what i angry very!!!..and i pun reply u with very cool down mood : okie, I saw u answer clearly, tq for hurt".......
u said,I treat everyone Great, but not for you.....when u said this,have u try to think why I act so..
I tell u, I treat u as the paling best and as my best friend before..we can shared everythng...
but, as time gone, I know wat u dislike, u had told me, i rmb, u said u dislike ppl touch u, dislike ppl like childish, dislke ppl what and what, all i rmb, and I jz dun acted such thing with u as u said u dislike...mana tau, u said I'm treat u different..what the Great!!!fuck u boy!!!! what the hell with u boy....is it u think boy can not be best friend, must be girl?? as u think, fuck, I know u...damn! u made me treat different to u man, u made it!! if u cn treat me like them, I will treat double good to u, this is hw i treat friend.....lolz.
01.when I decided to stop msg him any notice as he said i disturb his life before, but I still asked one my closer friend help to msg him any notice..
02. when I saw he dun noe trip or class, and just went with blur blur, I pun felt kesian him, msg him again nx notice...huh..I'm stupid.
03. when he stay another blok, is his choose, but I still kesian help him take book and assignment paper...
04. when he said alone, I also chat with him on FB chatting, but he stop~
05. when he said face financial critical, I pun msg him, if need, can borrow from me...enough stupid me again!
huh~so suffer to be uo friend? or, only me??
I dun know you, really lah boy....
just due to you, I'm sad and down...
just due to you, I angry with around...
just due to you, I loss myself.....
why I need?? I also dun noe....
I'm still not a friend??? not enough I do for you....??
what you saw just my superficial, hard to u...
but, never see my internal...help u...........huh~
one thing I need to let SHE know..
hey girls,you said u girls know this boy first, this is the point..
but I need you to know this, I spent my time with u girls more....tq~
and one thing to tell u,
i dun wan to fighting for everything..
its tired u know? or in uo mind u always wan to fight with who else..
so u said so...very disappointed to saw u wrote there..
U r sensitive, u admit it.
do u know what is the benefit to a sensitive ppl?
they are the group of ppl who can more take care to their friends feeling..
because they know what the reason can change one mood in a moment...
but, you din not made it.
so~......
I hope I can let you know it, but I scared you sensitive again...
so..nevermind lah~
i said again..I just treat everyone as friends~~~
including you, my friend~
I know I'm not your part,
but I really think I'm your friend~
It got fun! all our idea, just to make audience not will feel to bore in watch our video.
hahahaaa...nice job....
okie, this work is finished. ><
Falsafah ilmu, yerrr~
i cnt undestand lah~...huh...
walaupun xundestand, i oso buat jer lah...
at lease...at lease...siap sudah...>< haha
shitty..........thing........
remind about friends....haish~friends again....
what's wrong with me...lolzz
did you know how hurt is it when you tried your best to friend again with the wrong'people!!
but, the problem is...the wrong'people still jual mahal and reject for anything...lolz..
You girls never know what my feeling, why I'm sensitive like this:
01. when I tried to friend him again, he told me : just treat him as transparent!!!
02. when I tried to asked for the reason why he acted so, he just told me : not reason to you, something cannot tell you, only the suitable people can shared to, she more understand..but,boy, the thing is, this is our problem, you should let me know, not her!!.
03.when I tried my hard to fix our situation, to asked u wanna to sit together on bus (when before gone to second voluntary vet) u jz reply me, u r perfect to sit alone, its empty..bt did u know hw I tried my hard to open mouth to told to u..haish~
04. when I tried to have dinner with him together, he just told me : not...I'm not hungry...but....went with some~
so..tats all still my false???
sound hurt like...~but I;m okie...I also dun noe what wrong with me..he hurt me, wrote stupid on FB more than 3 time, he started to ignored, he started to talk my bad at my back to some coursemate...
but did u know what was the most hurt from u to me, is..that time u post on FB about friend,coursemate and roomate thing, I angry and msg u " then, is it I'm uo friend not" .....what the great hurt msg from u was : "I dun noe, I cnt answer u, I also dun noe what is friend to be"....that time u always with uo FASA friends, 4gt us, said what this my friend do what do what , this my friend buy what buy what...then how dare u tell me dun noe what is friend er!!!!!!!!! tis was what i angry very!!!..and i pun reply u with very cool down mood : okie, I saw u answer clearly, tq for hurt".......
u said,I treat everyone Great, but not for you.....when u said this,have u try to think why I act so..
I tell u, I treat u as the paling best and as my best friend before..we can shared everythng...
but, as time gone, I know wat u dislike, u had told me, i rmb, u said u dislike ppl touch u, dislike ppl like childish, dislke ppl what and what, all i rmb, and I jz dun acted such thing with u as u said u dislike...mana tau, u said I'm treat u different..what the Great!!!fuck u boy!!!! what the hell with u boy....is it u think boy can not be best friend, must be girl?? as u think, fuck, I know u...damn! u made me treat different to u man, u made it!! if u cn treat me like them, I will treat double good to u, this is hw i treat friend.....lolz.
01.when I decided to stop msg him any notice as he said i disturb his life before, but I still asked one my closer friend help to msg him any notice..
02. when I saw he dun noe trip or class, and just went with blur blur, I pun felt kesian him, msg him again nx notice...huh..I'm stupid.
03. when he stay another blok, is his choose, but I still kesian help him take book and assignment paper...
04. when he said alone, I also chat with him on FB chatting, but he stop~
05. when he said face financial critical, I pun msg him, if need, can borrow from me...enough stupid me again!
huh~so suffer to be uo friend? or, only me??
I dun know you, really lah boy....
just due to you, I'm sad and down...
just due to you, I angry with around...
just due to you, I loss myself.....
why I need?? I also dun noe....
I'm still not a friend??? not enough I do for you....??
what you saw just my superficial, hard to u...
but, never see my internal...help u...........huh~
one thing I need to let SHE know..
hey girls,you said u girls know this boy first, this is the point..
but I need you to know this, I spent my time with u girls more....tq~
and one thing to tell u,
i dun wan to fighting for everything..
its tired u know? or in uo mind u always wan to fight with who else..
so u said so...very disappointed to saw u wrote there..
U r sensitive, u admit it.
do u know what is the benefit to a sensitive ppl?
they are the group of ppl who can more take care to their friends feeling..
because they know what the reason can change one mood in a moment...
but, you din not made it.
so~......
I hope I can let you know it, but I scared you sensitive again...
so..nevermind lah~
i said again..I just treat everyone as friends~~~
including you, my friend~
I know I'm not your part,
but I really think I'm your friend~
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Heaven and Hell, distance only 0.1mm.
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| Genting trip~2011 |
wow...~ amazing to had met up with all, haha..the feeling was nice...
I gonna observed all of us are become mature in face, if talk negative, it is mean old lah..haha..
but, it is good thing, that is mean we are grown up day by day...
nice to meet all, hope to meet up again.
really appreciated I have such friends...
one year din't meet up, but the feeling to each others is still same like the previous,
never strange, never cool, never forget, never pressure when the time we are together...
close, warm, keep memories, happy and pleasure....hemn..thanks you all!!.
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| I love this picture, edited by me..nice....kapsiao family,always together..^^ |
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| have made 4 new friends at Genting.....^^ |
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| the photo of my four daughters and 3 new girl friends...^^...all are beauty!. |
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| have lunch together with David thoo and alan liuw..,at KL, chilli restaurant....delicious food between.^^ |
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| SEE!!! how different KL and Kelantan food!!! LOlz.... |
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| the first met and first picture with my daughter, wanling punya boyfriend...good ppl btw..nice boy!.wisg wanling gt sweet life from him. |
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| Is time to said good bye..TT...meet you all next year ok..^^..our target: Taiwan!! Go Go GO!!!.haha. |
The happy time was past very fast.,passing without wait for any thing....but, will always keep the nice memories in heart. ^^
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That time I sitting alone on the bus, thinking for eveything in my life..
the inbox was disturb and effect my mood,
I do not know what point she sent me by that color time...
sudden dark in my brain and heart,.
broken again...
but I just accept as I have prepared to face every thing..
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reached hostel, I saw that inbox, and I decided to reply the honest and real answer by next day,
because I was tired that time,
not more energy to think anything,
in mind, just wanna sleep..
force and force, I wrote all all my feeling and thinking with a very honest mind..
what the Great God to me is...
she just blame and blame, wrong and wrong me again...
never and ever try to think why people said so..
and ....
really really tired within such people...
I dun care for this kind of friend already...
I cannot always to understand you all,
but how about you and you,
never and never understand my feeling..
thanks God,
it is my cabaran in life...
I'm grown up..
Important is...I'm honest to all...
I dun made fake like one...
try to think youself...
dun always blame people false, as I know you...
try to think, if i really to told uo bad in uo back, why I need to msg to uo closer friend, I'm not such stupid people..its a way as I tell you...and I mention a lot in msg and inbox, you were not awake and try to think what I want to mean...disappointed and disappointed....
I dislike cheat, hope u always remember...
between, I thank to you all too,
was my good friend before..
but I'm tired, and I cannot follow up any more.
sorry, dun made it, please STOP...
you are.....
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beside honest,
every people have do wrong thing, just try to forgive and help to improve them,
this is what I defined friend..
I dun want just wanna try to got the benefit from some one and then do nothing help to them, seem like just used...and cheat yourself...
okie...I leave them...
thanks God~awake me ^^
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