Today,not, its suppose to be yesterday,...was a boring day..
then just watching some movies, continous few episode of Korea movie, "Garden Secrete"..its nice movies...
planing to go KBmall to got my "hadiah" from my dad, but not one are free go with me, see like so pity izit, LOlx.
never mind, next time lah....
good news yesterday : JPA masuk duit dah ( but felt bored too...money~ish!)
now, stay blur, just back from outside, actually went for food again, with my roomate and franky. Franky is cute, he has lot crazy action tonight. eg, when met the dead cat on the road.haha. bring joke me, good!!
Today, aish~ deanlist, lolx..felt nothing important with this event pun, I just hope I can success and fast fast graduate from here...leave here as fast as possible..
Is plan have a outing tomorrow, but got a ceramah with tiba2 ni....ish~batal outing again!!!!.
Stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~~~~~~~~~~~....
today I'm feel guilty, as done nothing here, wasting time. TT
"we looked at the sea together,
we enjoyed the song by ocean musician together,
we warm our heart by the kind blowing wind of natural together,
we have lots laughs together."
It had happened two days ago, I hope to have this feeling again.
I'm looked at their face, although different in skin' color, but we are same heart and ambition here, have a same target, have the same way, have the same condition...thanks them!
The sea is beauty, the sea is bog, it looked kind and enthusiasm ,
but when it is angry, it will blow non stop, make big wave, show their emotion with very suddenly,
I had enjoying the natural ocean,at the same time, I was wondering to my dad, who are fighting with sea now.
Take care dad, miss mom....
The God have always give us a lots of problem and event happen in our life,
I'm scared and afraid to the challenge,
but, If I treat it with positive thinking, I'm sure it can just a simple problem to solve,
reverse, If I'm treat it negative way,It will be a complicated problem and never will solve well.
Thank God still allow me to stay and learn on this world.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Virology test..............
Virology virology virology virology....!!
atghhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~ VIRUS!!!!
haha..
just nw I'm finished my virology test 1.
Dr is said: " I think your all can finish early as the question are easily.."
when I received and saw the paper question : " waw, doctor, when can u be honest ar??!!.."
hahahahaaa...
then , I also blur with some of that questions,
bt I think is still ok, not bad.
nw , Im tired, sleepy, waiting to have a nice nap...and dinner. ^^
haf a nice day to all...
oh,yayayyaa, one very important to shared with u,
today morning calss, my roomates and me were locked at outside as late 2 minutes going to class, LOL.
just 2 minutes on my watch, and its run with international time.
but doctor's watch is late over than 8 minutes,
LOL,
who wrong!!!
of course!!!..
both!! my wrong is I slow in walking, and doctor wrong as his watch not act as profesional.
and!! UMK is big big wrong!!..
water crisis!!!!.
u know, I waste 20minutes more just to waiting to got one barrel of water...!!!
the water...haish~.
I saw my dean had made a comment on friend's wall about we were grumble about water crisis last night.
haish~ dear dean, I'm nothing to say, as felt disappointed.
haish~...
atghhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~ VIRUS!!!!
haha..
just nw I'm finished my virology test 1.
Dr is said: " I think your all can finish early as the question are easily.."
when I received and saw the paper question : " waw, doctor, when can u be honest ar??!!.."
hahahahaaa...
then , I also blur with some of that questions,
bt I think is still ok, not bad.
nw , Im tired, sleepy, waiting to have a nice nap...and dinner. ^^
haf a nice day to all...
oh,yayayyaa, one very important to shared with u,
today morning calss, my roomates and me were locked at outside as late 2 minutes going to class, LOL.
just 2 minutes on my watch, and its run with international time.
but doctor's watch is late over than 8 minutes,
LOL,
who wrong!!!
of course!!!..
both!! my wrong is I slow in walking, and doctor wrong as his watch not act as profesional.
and!! UMK is big big wrong!!..
water crisis!!!!.
u know, I waste 20minutes more just to waiting to got one barrel of water...!!!
the water...haish~.
I saw my dean had made a comment on friend's wall about we were grumble about water crisis last night.
haish~ dear dean, I'm nothing to say, as felt disappointed.
haish~...
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Msg from a friend~
I received this phone message last two days ago, its mean day of my birthday.
She is my friend,
maybe she is know me,
maybe she is not understand me;
Really thank to her if she is know me and I wouldn't blame anyone if she is not understand me.
But this her message have wrote out what she hope looked at me and the what I really is...
" Happy Birthday Chichi uppa,
I dun know why every I received her message and I will felt I'm not lonely,
somehow I re-gain energy when saw her good attitude in fighting,but sometime is very PUGUT as I know.
She was my close friend before who can laughing together and smile crazy..
Thanks God I have such friend.
I never talk out as I keep in heart.
She is my friend.
He, he is nice person.
He let's me know how to laughing and have smile always.
I dun noe why I will make a lot of laugh with him when we are together,
Although we are stay together more time, but never feel bored.
He is my friend.
She was a very silent girl before.
She can talk more now.
She is a very simple girl,
She is quite innocent,
but She is weird too,
She is slow, but she is clever.
She was a person who I just met twice in a year since we were staying at same place.
She is a person I have together and willing to listen me everything now.
She is my friend.
He is a people we are staying in same room for two year, now so.
He is simple,
He is silent,
He is passive,
He is knowledge,
He is not idea,
He is my friend.
She was a person I can shared to before.
She was the person I had called to shared my mood before.
She was the person we can complain together before,
She is the person I will listen to,but she is never have idea to me.
She is the person I want share to now, but she is never focus at me.
so she is the person I'm scared to now,
and she is felt weird now.
She is my friend.
He was my close friend before.
He was the person I always take care before.
He was the person I shared to before.
He was the person I willing help/correct to before.
He is the person live in his own theory.
But He was the person who made me angry,sad, disappointed always.
so He was the person I always emo and blame to before.
He is nothing now.
He is cruel.
Thank God lets me have such friends, they made me grown up and looked clearly how is this world is.
May I'm nothing, or May I'm importnat,
But,
God,
please dun let me cry in the dark and feel lonely,
although YOU are created me have a determined and ketat' face,
but I'm weak always.
I need your help God.
Let's me away from such condition.
I'm not blind, not transparent in my world, I see clearly everything.
I'm hurt sometime.
But, I always think positive and open-mind with cheat my-self.
as This is life~
She is my friend,
maybe she is know me,
maybe she is not understand me;
Really thank to her if she is know me and I wouldn't blame anyone if she is not understand me.
But this her message have wrote out what she hope looked at me and the what I really is...
" Happy Birthday Chichi uppa,
May you always have plenty,
Your glass is never empty,
May your tears come from laughing,
And smile more than grumble,
Always win but stay humble."I dun know why every I received her message and I will felt I'm not lonely,
somehow I re-gain energy when saw her good attitude in fighting,but sometime is very PUGUT as I know.
She was my close friend before who can laughing together and smile crazy..
Thanks God I have such friend.
I never talk out as I keep in heart.
She is my friend.
He, he is nice person.
He let's me know how to laughing and have smile always.
I dun noe why I will make a lot of laugh with him when we are together,
Although we are stay together more time, but never feel bored.
He is my friend.
She was a very silent girl before.
She can talk more now.
She is a very simple girl,
She is quite innocent,
but She is weird too,
She is slow, but she is clever.
She was a person who I just met twice in a year since we were staying at same place.
She is a person I have together and willing to listen me everything now.
She is my friend.
He is a people we are staying in same room for two year, now so.
He is simple,
He is silent,
He is passive,
He is knowledge,
He is not idea,
He is my friend.
She was a person I can shared to before.
She was the person I had called to shared my mood before.
She was the person we can complain together before,
She is the person I will listen to,but she is never have idea to me.
She is the person I want share to now, but she is never focus at me.
so she is the person I'm scared to now,
and she is felt weird now.
She is my friend.
He was my close friend before.
He was the person I always take care before.
He was the person I shared to before.
He was the person I willing help/correct to before.
He is the person live in his own theory.
But He was the person who made me angry,sad, disappointed always.
so He was the person I always emo and blame to before.
He is nothing now.
He is cruel.
Thank God lets me have such friends, they made me grown up and looked clearly how is this world is.
May I'm nothing, or May I'm importnat,
But,
God,
please dun let me cry in the dark and feel lonely,
although YOU are created me have a determined and ketat' face,
but I'm weak always.
I need your help God.
Let's me away from such condition.
I'm not blind, not transparent in my world, I see clearly everything.
I'm hurt sometime.
But, I always think positive and open-mind with cheat my-self.
as This is life~
Friday, January 7, 2011
07/01/11 My Red Letter Day.
07/01/11....is my red letter day!! my Great day.
I'm felt happy with celebrated my birthday which organized by my dear course mate. Thank a lot to them.
Because I haven collect that pictures taken by today,not is yesterday, so I will post in soon k.
I have received a lot of wishes, on Facebook or msg...
Its spam my FB wall lah, 150++ wishes, thank to all friend's wish~
Conclusion from wish:
secondary school friends were ask me : stay NOOB!.
matriculation friends were ask me : stay SAKAI!
University friends were ask me: stay BONGOK!.
haha....so, mean I'm NOOB, SAKAI, BONGOK!!!!
haha....whatever lah, thank a lot.
I will describe more detail and post picture soon k.^^
Happy everyday!!! ^^
I'm felt happy with celebrated my birthday which organized by my dear course mate. Thank a lot to them.
Because I haven collect that pictures taken by today,not is yesterday, so I will post in soon k.
I have received a lot of wishes, on Facebook or msg...
Its spam my FB wall lah, 150++ wishes, thank to all friend's wish~
Conclusion from wish:
secondary school friends were ask me : stay NOOB!.
matriculation friends were ask me : stay SAKAI!
University friends were ask me: stay BONGOK!.
haha....so, mean I'm NOOB, SAKAI, BONGOK!!!!
haha....whatever lah, thank a lot.
I will describe more detail and post picture soon k.^^
Happy everyday!!! ^^
Thursday, January 6, 2011
06/01/11
Today is my last day stay as people 20 years old, and after today, I'm real adult already..21 years old.
haha....erm, hemn, erm, hemn.....
what I need to do in this special day? last day....
haha,not idea yet....
In my brain now just gonna to study more deeper for Immunology as I'm felt guilty and helpless when saw my Immunology lecturer is feeling disappointed to us this is due to he is felt we are dun know about Immunology..
aiyor~Dr ar Dr, I think you dun made yourself too stress bah~I can manage us-selft well de, like the last time , you are too nervous to us because Biochemistry, but see!!! still got A, and many was A- and B+, not bad not bad, no one fail!!!! is it GREAT!!!! haha
and , hope you can slow down you talking speed lah, we are not "race absorpter", some are slow, like me, slow in thinking one!, so please, SLOW SLOW SLOW. and especially when you are asking question to us k. huhu.
one more, you notes is easily to understand but what made us blur and brain shock is your question lah, some was too blur and difficult, but really interesting to know.
ok, never mind, I will try my very best to score this subject, this is because I love this subjects actually and I dun hope you are disappointed as our result under your leader.
huh~ icic, this is the wish in my last day before 21 years old I think.
hahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahhahahaha.........
but, sometime and some thing maybe I was and I will very hurt to you both as I know whatever pass or in the future, I really hope you both can forgive my wrong and accept what I am, no more other reason, this is just because I'm your son and you are my parents. ^^
Thanks and Sorry.
To all my friends also, you all are my outside sibling, Thanks and Sorry.
haha....erm, hemn, erm, hemn.....
what I need to do in this special day? last day....
haha,not idea yet....
In my brain now just gonna to study more deeper for Immunology as I'm felt guilty and helpless when saw my Immunology lecturer is feeling disappointed to us this is due to he is felt we are dun know about Immunology..
aiyor~Dr ar Dr, I think you dun made yourself too stress bah~I can manage us-selft well de, like the last time , you are too nervous to us because Biochemistry, but see!!! still got A, and many was A- and B+, not bad not bad, no one fail!!!! is it GREAT!!!! haha
and , hope you can slow down you talking speed lah, we are not "race absorpter", some are slow, like me, slow in thinking one!, so please, SLOW SLOW SLOW. and especially when you are asking question to us k. huhu.
one more, you notes is easily to understand but what made us blur and brain shock is your question lah, some was too blur and difficult, but really interesting to know.
ok, never mind, I will try my very best to score this subject, this is because I love this subjects actually and I dun hope you are disappointed as our result under your leader.
huh~ icic, this is the wish in my last day before 21 years old I think.
hahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahhahahaha.........
I love my parents birthday present for my 21 years old actually, my mom had given me a gold necklace with a small gold key ,this is mean I'm adult and random and have the permission from them already.
and my dad, hahaha. muaks, he knows I wan to buy new phone and love nokia N8 before (as I had mention him before, so he knows lah), then he was bank in thousand more to my account, let's me to buy my love phone. wkakakakkakaa...~~ thank papa!!.
Thank my parents, I love you both actually, very very very !!!!!!!!!!!!. MUAKS!!!!
Maybe now not the best time to be a good son to you, but dun worry, I will be a good son to you both, I will give you double what I have gain from you both. ^^. but, sometime and some thing maybe I was and I will very hurt to you both as I know whatever pass or in the future, I really hope you both can forgive my wrong and accept what I am, no more other reason, this is just because I'm your son and you are my parents. ^^
Thanks and Sorry.
To all my friends also, you all are my outside sibling, Thanks and Sorry.
Monday, January 3, 2011
寻寻觅觅
其实，我还是活在寻寻觅觅间，一年了。
谁会发现我而我会发现谁呢？
每遇上一个人，都会有那么的一段情，
情深情浅则看你如何看待人家。
谁会发现我而我会发现谁呢？
每遇上一个人，都会有那么的一段情，
情深情浅则看你如何看待人家。
我，活在怀疑下
常常怀疑自己的人，
会快乐吗？
我，活在恐惧中，
常常在恐惧中的人，
会快乐吗？
我，活在欺骗中，
常常在欺骗自己的人，
会快乐吗？
我的心确实是被真心给埋没了，
所以选择的却是怀疑自己，欺骗自己，恐惧当中。
慢慢的，
我也忘了如何把真心拿出来；
慢慢的，
我也忘了如何让人看出我的真与假；
慢慢的，
我也忘了如何对自己坦白；
慢慢的，
我也忘了怎样才是坦白。
我忘了，我不会了，我不懂了。。。。
我，我，我，我，在欺骗自己。。。
我学会了如何欺骗自己的真心，
我学会了如何隐藏自己的真心。
所以我无奈，
所以我生气，
所以我放弃，
所以我远离了。
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