I received this phone message last two days ago, its mean day of my birthday.
She is my friend,
maybe she is know me,
maybe she is not understand me;
Really thank to her if she is know me and I wouldn't blame anyone if she is not understand me.
But this her message have wrote out what she hope looked at me and the what I really is...
" Happy Birthday Chichi uppa,
May you always have plenty,
Your glass is never empty,
May your tears come from laughing,
And smile more than grumble,
Always win but stay humble."
I dun know why every I received her message and I will felt I'm not lonely,
somehow I re-gain energy when saw her good attitude in fighting,but sometime is very PUGUT as I know.
She was my close friend before who can laughing together and smile crazy..
Thanks God I have such friend.
I never talk out as I keep in heart.
She is my friend.
He, he is nice person.
He let's me know how to laughing and have smile always.
I dun noe why I will make a lot of laugh with him when we are together,
Although we are stay together more time, but never feel bored.
He is my friend.
She was a very silent girl before.
She can talk more now.
She is a very simple girl,
She is quite innocent,
but She is weird too,
She is slow, but she is clever.
She was a person who I just met twice in a year since we were staying at same place.
She is a person I have together and willing to listen me everything now.
She is my friend.
He is a people we are staying in same room for two year, now so.
He is simple,
He is silent,
He is passive,
He is knowledge,
He is not idea,
He is my friend.
She was a person I can shared to before.
She was the person I had called to shared my mood before.
She was the person we can complain together before,
She is the person I will listen to,but she is never have idea to me.
She is the person I want share to now, but she is never focus at me.
so she is the person I'm scared to now,
and she is felt weird now.
She is my friend.
He was my close friend before.
He was the person I always take care before.
He was the person I shared to before.
He was the person I willing help/correct to before.
He is the person live in his own theory.
But He was the person who made me angry,sad, disappointed always.
so He was the person I always emo and blame to before.
He is nothing now.
He is cruel.
Thank God lets me have such friends, they made me grown up and looked clearly how is this world is.
May I'm nothing, or May I'm importnat,
But,
God,
please dun let me cry in the dark and feel lonely,
although YOU are created me have a determined and ketat' face,
but I'm weak always.
I need your help God.
Let's me away from such condition.
I'm not blind, not transparent in my world, I see clearly everything.
I'm hurt sometime.
But, I always think positive and open-mind with cheat my-self.
as This is life~
