Saturday, August 13, 2011

暑假

暑假暑假暑假!!!
虽然现在是我大二的暑假,但其实我们还是有一大堆的功课得完成,还得提早回大学开课,接着是我们的个人演讲,还有就是马上得应付外来官的考试.总而言之,这短短充满功课的三个星期的暑假,就是我唯一忙了一整年的"长假".

现在,能呆在家里的时间只剩下两星期,到现在的我,还没有开始读书,做功课,因为我已经对自己说好了,完成了我第二次的实习后,我会空出一个星期的时间,让自己在家变成一个"废人". 所以呢,当我在面子书上看见同学们都在担心着报告,功课,演讲之类的东东,我都不紧张,而另一发面是,我想我已经有题目,足够的资料来完成报告的,..怪就只能怪他们自己不认真做事情咯 (在实习的时候,只想要轻轻松松的,天天都是我在想每天的目标,他们切还整天等着吃,而且是我在当厨师).算了啦,过去的事就让它过去吧~

第二次实习是在槟城一个华人新村里的一个猪场. 那猪场拥有十四千五百多头猪.那是槟城最大的猪场了,那些猪都是用来食吃的.我国各洲的猪肉商都会来那猪场买些猪,如霹雳州,吉隆波 等地带的猪肉商.  在那猪场里,我了解了开发猪业的辛苦,开发猪业的风险,猪业在我国的购买的市场,猪业在我国政府的地位.由于我国是个回教国,开发猪业一直以来都会面对一些问题,所以从中,我了解了猪业者的心声埋怨,他们的辛苦,他们的不满,他们的失落,他们的愤怒,当时的我也默默地聆听着想象着发现着,我国政府的野蛮,无理,懒散,偏心,野心,和失败. 但,同时的我,在观察下,也慢慢的看见政府的想法,他们的用心,他们的努力...当然非常感谢在政府部门工作的华裔官长的用心啦, 不隐瞒的说,我国猪业会有纠纷的问题因为猪业者的私心,政府的歧视. (大马巫族占了70%).慢慢地慢慢的,我真的了解和明白我为何选了在我国不被看好,不被尊敬,不被重用且冷门的兽医师了,而且是个牧场兽医. 谈到着,我又想起了曾经聊过的话题,"为何大马不重视我们这些辛辛苦苦埋头苦读五年而成的兽医呢?".."为何在我国兽医的等级却被摆放在农业部内呢?医生警察教师工程师都有各自的等级和代号,而我们却是放在农业呢?"...
答案: 怪的只能怪兽医们了,没有好好的为人民贡献兽医的责任,没有好好的成为一名可用的兽医,没有好好的在政府中发挥兽医的角色 (你可得知道,槟州猪业部长不是个兽医,没有兽医接手),还有更可恶的是,有些兽医自己会认为兽医嘛,都不是什么重要的东东!! ...
 对于那些当了大官的兽医也就如此罢了,对于等级我们为何还在农业中,我想那些大官的答案会是 " 我的钱已经赚很多了,那些对我不重要了"....
政府嘛~我吃得饱就好了,每年有两头牛来送我吃就够了~...
所以嘛,上梁不正下梁歪!!!!!!!!!!!....
要进步,靠的不是一张很能说的嘴,而是能转得快动得快的身子.

在实习中,我也学会了很多在课业上在大学里根本没能力为我们提供的技术, 我会了如何观察病猪,如何难产接生,如何腌小公猪,药类,食物,废物/水排放等等的...还有好多好多...

其实在那的生活蛮好的,轻松地~早上进猪场实习,下午在家写报告,晚上做饭...
一个月...就过啦~

还有最开心的是,我每个周末都会到我中学时的华文老师家呆住一晚,到出吃喝玩乐.好悠闲的生活,谁不要呢!!!
和小学老师的见面更让我勾起的小时的种种趣时~~~


好了,晚了,晚安!



Thursday, August 4, 2011

华裔子弟

今天见识到了在大学的成就和踏进社会被大马政府判的商业价值的真​实和差别。在大马政府里,只要把自己晒黑一些,个人的商业价值就​会被提高。妈妈说,为自己制的被虽小但却最温暖,不幸的是那些可​怜的孩子,不但不珍惜拉拉为他们制了的大被,一面却不停妒嫉我们​的小被,或许他们也觉得中看不中用吧!妈妈说,记得初一十五拜拜​就好,拜太多家里的大伯公看了会发现你的野心。相信自己,我们华​裔子弟无论到那都能生存,都是优胜者!
我们华裔子弟,不用说谎,不用做作,不用被庇护,不争眼说瞎话,只一直面对事实,勇敢挑战!达到目标!达到成功!

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Supernatural power!!!!

S U P E R N A T U R A L  from my Teacher.
I just coming back from visited to one of my secondary school teacher,
she was my secondary mandarin teacher and she is my friend now.
I knew her since I'm form 3 if not mistake,
and we had our dinner together always when I was starting form 4.
BUT, just now I know she have the SUPERNATURAL POWER,
she can distinguish and determine people just from looked their face, either real people or just in photo.
wow...very amazing and very accurate!!!!!...
90% accurate!! very!!! wow...
and now, I know that people well now.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Happy

So suddenly I'm feeling happy and lucky.
I have nice place for training there although the supervisor for farm is a Gangster..><
I have a group of best team mates who very bekerjasama for everything in tis training except think for next objective, haha. bt just now I very thanks for their team work and made all works become easily and run smoothly, and now they also have try their best in think for objective. I like I like ^^...
I have a very good teacher who had bought me walked around p.penang and a lots fun.
I have a group of best matrix' friends who are always miss me and I always miss them. ><. (jz always shared problem and solve with given idea).
I have a group of Uni' course mates, although sometime we are nt in chatting or sharing, but I love all of them always, whatever chinese girl friend, malay girl friends or malay boy friends,...all I love so much. this is because all of them have their own special and characteristic which let me learn in life and grown up. little miss them de.>< ....
and I'm random....my heart is feeling so light and happy. ^^..

and one more thing, I miss my mom and dad oo...my pets also...my fishes...death one fish liao. huhu.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

wkakakakaa..

I'm back to Pantai Acheh..
this two days I had met up with my secondary school teacher and stayed in her home.
I really really happy for this two days.
I hope my every day will be like that,
I appreciated
wkakkakaa..
She treated me a lot of delicious food in P.Penang.
She bough me to visited a lot nice places in P.Penang. 
I was happy!!!! ><.....


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reached home, I open FB, ohpss...FB memang buat hal lah..hahha
this time, I seems like really have misunderstand the people.
so, I think it was my false, so I called him and apologized to him.
and one thing we both are agreed to remove friend on FB,
from my brief to him I think he can understand,
the aim for remove friend just for prevent have misunderstand between us via the FB post for next 3 years.
since I'm emo,
He also...
then have a lot things happen just due on FB, never explain, so I think remove is good for us.
and got his permission de.
so we just thinking positive lo.

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night, I had received a msg from a new phone numbor,
but I think is another friend.
I called try to know who and why said so,..
but cnt call and off...><....tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...........
I dun wan to write reply msg as I dun wan have any misunderstand from languages btw us again, so I call..bt..............tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.........."the number U have called is unavailable,please try ltr"
hahahahhahahahhhahahaa
so I reply as msg so,  my answer is simple : " ok, no problem."
jz live simple...^^


good bye, need going to sleep de. tomorrow have got a lot of fun work are waiting for me ^^

Friday, July 22, 2011

saturday

yup, I'm wake up from a morning message from one of my friend.
the friend we always called between " BFF"= best friend forever. haha
she is asked me how about for recent life, and same from me to her.
but, she still working today?? weird ...!!.

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seems both of my teammate have not any plan for this weekend ,
and another group of my course mates who having their training at P.penang will coming our place just for meet up.
so, they maybe have their activities.
and I'm plan to meet up with my teacher and will be stay at her small small and old old home for one night.
I want to have fun with my this teacher since we haven meet up after secondary school but we always had our dinner together along secondary school.
I want to share with her my life in this two year and all about her. haha
she is cute and good. ><
some time I think I'm like her for our characteristics..
she also the style so dare to said out her opinion and feeling,
what the correct and what the wrong,
what she accept for and what she reject...
I think I almost like that,
she said so....
so, in the secondary school, she was bully by another group of teacher who are strong in talking some back,
and my this teacher is so directly for thing,
 so she kene bully and hates by them...OMG~..
very kesian her rite?
but she is good de....^^


I want go kacau her!!!!! wkakkaakaka....I always said her like this " you are old woman who dun wan you, fast fast go fing a bf lah, dun jz work!!" hahhaa.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

21/07/11

Oh no!!!!!! I'm feeling sick today.
I'm feeling uncomfortable for whole today.
I'm still attend the farm particle as usual.
Today we went the farm around 9am.
On the way, I'm feeling tired, and when enter the farm I'm feeling very uncomfortable.
Headache, blurry in visual , tasteless for my tongue, feeling dehydration.
and...one thing to worry is what to do for today, since I asked for my one teammate to decided and think for the objective today, but he just said : "dun know", what the bikin panas answer from him, try lah discuss with me, dun just always waiting for my idea.
He was asking me " what to do for us today" when I'm feeling uncomfortable, so I just answered him : " fikir lah sendiri!!!"...I'm really hot that time. every after dinner I will asked and tried to discuss the objective for next day but always let me disappointed.
DUN JUST BE A VET ON PAPER!!..try your best for every things! although I know this is pig farm.
I out from farm early today, and try to have sleep or take rest in home,,but cnt sleep...opppsss...
and the Doctor from JPV was coming....chatted with us....is feeling guilty as so much things we still dun know. How dare they answered the doctor so confident er??!!!?? never think for objective until now!! and never have prepared the question to ask Mr.Tan., what they want asked just the "CUTI BILA and MOTOR" if not mistake form me!!! OMG!!..
Did you guys know why I asked u all back for smebahyang Jumaat first , actually I know Mr.Tan punya style, and I want try to ask him one by one..and have prepared some question to him, but have you guys feel interesting to asked what the conversation between us..just wait me to tell you all, never ask yet!! lols...so disappointed ar....please, hold every chance in learning, dun lazy...ask and discuss for what dun understand, ....dun just back home and waiting for food and boom many many thing on FB..one thing, my FB is put private, only friends can read my FB, yours?? so dun put that thing which can make effect for someone, including the farm. should let us discuss first.
and one thing, please be puncture!!! we are 21 years old. hold the time tightly okie.!!! you are the future doctor!! be responsible for your promise and your time. If I said we go farm 8am next day, and please be walk to farm together at 8am, not just out from bath room at 8am,then still wanna open FB for few minutes!!! oh no!!!!!!!!!......people tell 2pm got this activities, he will called you. But we should going to farm around 2pm and not waiting for his called!!! if we go that time, but tak ada activities tu, then never mind lah, we can do next day. If we have not go, but the activities is carry out at 2pm, what the loss from you do you know, try think!!!..you are my friend, I wrote here want you understand and learn it, I'm not perfect, but please, learn for now!!! you are the new generation for Malaysia!!!..if you dun change, I dare to say " why not just let British or Japanese to jajah our country, they are more strong and dominance from you!!..see, our government, this is why our country is improve so slow!!..work is postpone and postpone time to time, late and late, not keep promise and not responsible, and the YB or NC or YPPP all are not in puncture too!!!!...what the bad to all!!!!...PLEASE, improve!!!...not only the loss for you if you are not in puncture, for me too, I need to wait you because you are late and slow!!! Learn it please!!...did u know, when I reached the farm for castration learning, the worker was told me "adik, sorry tak ada call kamu!!" but he bring me to the place doing castration!!! can u think., If you waiting for call in home, what can become and what the loss for you!! I tell you not because I angry, im not angry, but I bikin disappointed ......

and I bough the Paradol Active fast at the shop after done the castration...
take one paradol and I sleep....and wake up cook.... and now, I'm tired...
please have good thing to show me tomorrow...
I dun want just come here like for play, and I cook for you all as scared kamu lapar and kesian you all tak ada kedai makanan melayu...but I dun wan you all just ate and said " wow, kenyang!!!" then FB...please, discuss for what we have learn and what dun understand....I can try my best to cooked for you the food, and can you also try uo best to show me you ikhlas in learning...???
remember, after training we still have 3 weeks to take rest, just rest tat time, now, please dun waste time and watse money just eat and sleep here..........

 see, we are the first bath Vet from umk, do you know how is the important role from us!!!.
did you know what the view from UPM'vet students???
did you know how the high and great hope from our lecturer??
did you saw ayie punya bapa punya care for us? its really compared btw upm and umk vet...
I dun willing to become a second class vet in Malaysia!!.
Always will try my best!!!.......
its not important from others pandangan ar us.....the important is what we have in our internal...
ok, I want rest.....and have my paradol...