Merry Christmas....

Hohoho...Merry Christmas!!.

"we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 and Happy New Year!!!..."

Hohoho..This song I'm sang to all my friends and especially to Christian' friends..

How I spend the Christmas time??.. huh~dun worry, still live as normal, keep do something I like in weekend.

Since Kelantan is a place where is make people in moody face and sulky, 

so staying in room is more better to outing and waste time plus energy.

Yesternight, I went to shopping at KB mall with 2 of my UMK' friends, we had here for along 5 hours to bought something we searching for and sure, going for KFC!!!.

I had spend rm200++ to bought some cloths,a sweater,a school beg...

" mom, I had spend that much money to shopped here"

" Never, if sui you then buy lol." mom said.

" the problem is..I just bought what I like but maybe not such sui me! "..LOLX~XD

Hope to shop for next time again~.haha. nice went out with him.

" Chichi uppa, u gt prob eh? y u looked so cold to us? anything shared k.2ml lunch together".

Yes, thanx to my dear friend!. thanks for uo msg, uo msg was made my mood well and let's me to know, You are my real friend, nice people.Thanks and sorry. Sorry as maybe I really made you are worry at me and misunderstand. I'm fine, not any problem yet... I'm not cold to you, but I'm cold by some. Dear friend, maybe you were felt disappointed at me and felt despaired at me or angry as I'm less or maybe never to shared you my problem when I had problem,  but what I can said is :" sorry, I wont shared you my this kind of problem,the reason is simple, this is due to you are my good friend, we are friend, you and me, he/she and you all are friend,so I dun wan to bothering you as my problem and causes you  moody with my irritating intrusive or dun hope you are staying wondering and be a intruder, It can make our relationship as worst as possible. " so, dear friend, I can face it by self and have a good try and decision finally within the time is passed.

" no need to sorry, as v felt you are more quiet now,is not you,happy2" 

Haha, I'm always happy, dun worry,I just din show much with my face that I'm happy.

I'm felt weird too, so many people had complained me is become more quiet too beside you.

Its maybe I'm change...

but, for the real, I'm a quiet and silent people actually.

This maybe is obvious different before and my now. Before that, I'm noise, played gossip with you girls/guys, chat gossip, talked rubbish, acted stupid..its looked as my kelebihan,kan!?!..

but now is less to talk, to act, and to share....the reason just one : the time is passed, every things is changed, my age number will  add soon..." so...so..so...

at the started , we all were strange, we are come from different place, have different culture, different in religion, and very different in thinking and understanding. So, everyone will tried their best to makes acceptable themself in the new environment, to got the energy to stay in new and always automatics ..

so, I'm the one, I had energy as a stimulus to "hot" with new friend with the very innocent mind such a white paper...

but, the white paper is wrote with a lot of notes and point, some are dirty and waste within the time passed, so the paper will looked black in color and more thick and old.

In simple, I'm mature, I have try to very mature, in thinking, in acting, in talking....so,I maybe will looked cold with some but I'm not,seriously, you all are my friend, PLUS!!..I choose the way to made myself more random and comfortable.

I'm dislike the complex, dislike that irritating, dislike to automatic...

I just wan the simple, stay with relax, and like in natural!!

Yes,I'm quiet, actually I'm a quiet boy since I was child till secondary school.

although some friends was felt I'm noise, talk active...but only the some..

I'm dislike to talk more, I'm dislike to stay noise, I'm dislike people who is non-stop in talking, totally had a bad image in my mind if you are.

I'm like to listen, like to stay peace, like to be alone, like to be a silent....

some time, I really want to talk some story or new too,but the problem is, I have nothing to shared at this time.

I'm out-of-date, I dun noe what is the latest beg moment, I dun noe which band of phone is better, I dun noe where to rent car, I dun noe how to go the destination,I dun noe who is who punya brother or sister or couple or anything they happened as gossip and I dun noe I dun noe...

what I know is...I always be myself, I'm acted and worked with my mind, what I'm interesting to, what I.m felt bored to,what I like and what I'm dislike,I'm dun willing to change my style and to search or to force my self to do and to help you without sincerely or just for win from your heart...never and ever...

so, friends, you all can dislike me or hate me anytime, I'm dun blame at you.seriously, I din care thats ady.

and please, if you are like me, please tell me you are like me, 

if dislike, then tell me dislike me,

if love me, then tell me you rea love me, 

I'm lazy to take action in automatics way. so, next time you guys take action first k,

Lastly, if you are my friends , you must know this.

I like to be a quiet man,

I dislike a noise man;

I like to be alone,

I dislike mix in crowd;

I like to listen,

I dislike to talik more;

I like to talk rubbish,

I dislike to see rubbish! ><

when~

I'm quiet, it is mean this place is noise in moment, and I'm not need to out my voice again.

I'm quiet and looked at some thing without moving eyes position, it is mean I'm building castle in sky,think empty.

I'm quiet and looked at some one with moving eyes, its mean I'm listen to the people.

I'm quiet and looked fixed place with rotate my metatarsal digit part or shake legs with made them as intercept "X", it is mean I'm thinking something.

I'm quiet and looked fixed place with put the finger near nose and face, it mean I'm deep in thinking and considered some.

I'm quiet and looked random and shake my leg, it is mean I'm enjoying something, maybe music.

I'm quiet and  quiet and quiet and very quiet and weird...that is mean I'm die!!!!!!!!!haha
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have a nice day friends~
dp/s: if I'm very quiet to you, it is mean I love you this friend in heart, we are not need to talk more but understand in mind.