Monday, January 3, 2011

寻寻觅觅

其实,我还是活在寻寻觅觅间,一年了。
谁会发现我而我会发现谁呢?
每遇上一个人,都会有那么的一段情,
情深情浅则看你如何看待人家。

我,活在怀疑下
常常怀疑自己的人,
会快乐吗?
我,活在恐惧中,
常常在恐惧中的人,
会快乐吗?
我,活在欺骗中,
常常在欺骗自己的人,
会快乐吗?

我的心确实是被真心给埋没了,
所以选择的却是怀疑自己,欺骗自己,恐惧当中。

慢慢的,
我也忘了如何把真心拿出来;
慢慢的,
我也忘了如何让人看出我的真与假;
慢慢的,
我也忘了如何对自己坦白;
慢慢的,
我也忘了怎样才是坦白。

我忘了,我不会了,我不懂了。。。。
我,我,我,我,在欺骗自己。。。
我学会了如何欺骗自己的真心,
我学会了如何隐藏自己的真心。

所以我无奈,
所以我生气,
所以我放弃,
所以我远离了。

waiting....

2011...haha
I'm waiting.......
I'm thirsting.......
I'm dreaming....
I will got it soon....
When I woke up from nap last evening, I received a msg from my mom, she told me some secrete.It made me felt I'm stay in bahagia and appreciated. ^^
haha...first, thanx to my dear papa....
this is my best present from you in this year...
I'm appreciate it...thanx a lot...
and also mama'present....haha.
although I'm not home that time, but I'm missing you all really..
I love you both very...
Dun worry for uo son here k, I'm fine.
But some time is really emo or stress anything,
dun worry, I can face it by myself...
DEAR MAMA & PAPA, my first wish sure is for u both,
HEALTH AND STAY SWEET ^^
c u both soon.