wake a early up~

I'm wake up very early today,
around 6.00am...
I'm sure my roomate will ask me for the reason why..
usually I just wake up around 9am when holidays.
maybe they will think I wake up early just for study because tomorrow have exam.
but, the real answer is : No...this is due to....effect of coffee...
I had drink a cup of coffee last night...
do you believe, I'm insomnia....
I never sleep last night,
my brain still fresh...
but I force myself to sleep,
and was lying on my bed within fresh brain...
Oh my goodness...I cnt sleep....
but I'm tired....
so....waiting and waiting.....6am...
is time to wake up and is time to allow open lamp I think...
hope gonna sleep later....maybe 9am....huh~
Thanks coffee for you effect k.....lolzxz.....
felling headache de...habis!!!!!!!!!!

累和泪

现在的我，是多么的累。
身体的疲累不算什么，
心灵上的疲累却让我换来了泪~
累累泪泪～

Remain 2 days.

Huh~falsafah ilmu and kenegaraan Malaysia just remain 2 days to prepare..
I'm scared this is because I haven start for this two subjects before, just very start by today...
errhh~tension!!!
then, what I can do is.....just talk to myself...
you can do it, you can finish it, you must do it!!!.
okie, I dun scared for that tension, I just try my best,okie my GOD!!.
please bless me in good luck, please bring me a good luck, and please looked at me!!!

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and, Oh my GOD ar GOD...
I hope you can always looked at your this children.
He is live in this world,
sometime, he is a very strong children...
sometime, he is a very weak children....
sometime, he is a very important people..
sometime, he is a nothing in this world...

and now, he is in a very complicated mood,
and now, he is feeling suffer to face all...
and now, he is feeling alone.....

God, your this children is need a man who can always stay with him.
God, your this children is need a man who can always believe him.
God, your this children is need a man who can always listen to him.
God, he is need a man who looked at him.

he is willing to stay alone,
he is willing to work alone,
he is willing to sleep alone,
he is willing to silent,
but, he is need a man who only for him.

God, I felt sorry to myself,
I know I need to do something for today,
but I'm loss my attitude.
and I'm loss myself.
God, please forgive and forgave me.
your this children, just wish to have a simple life,
just wish to have simple work,
just wish to have simple friends,
just wish to have simple beloved.


what the saddest is...God,why you created him different from others....

p/s: man=human