人生

我是如此的闷阿~
人生无聊 ~
为何要留下来了？

Boring~

Today I'm tried to study falsafah ilmu..
one word to brief : "BORING"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dislike this feeling~

I dislike this feeling..
I'm feeling sick.
I'm feeling tired.
I'm feeling boring.
I'm feeling hungry.
I'm feeling sad.
lolxzZzzzZzzzzzzzz

UMK,,

I'm reached UMK and prepared to starting my sem3.
It will be very boring semester and wasting a lots golden time to learn boring subjects : Kenegaraan Malaysia, Falsahal Ilmu, Koko (bola Tampar) and LI.
All the subjects heard just like wasting our time~
I'm not comment to our syllabus.Its worst in world I think,
but, I should learn to accept and try to satisfied.

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I'm lazy to arrange all my stuff from here to there,
there to here...
crazy UMK' staff....
haish~lazy.

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 I had called my mom before I sleep last night.
mom still in the temple with all my relative to prepared and arrange the things for funeral ceremony for my uncle who jut passed away.
Hope all be ok.
dun so sad lolz.

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 just wake up,
ermmm~~~~~~
what to do today??
o....a lot things~~~
but I'm lazy.....^^

c u..

R.I.P.

8.05am, the time mom to told me my uncle just pass away when I just very first open my eyes to start new day~
Oh~uncle is pass away..
what I can do is....sorry uncle, may you rest in peace...
cancer stage 4...I knew the result will be like now...
and sorry I absent your funeral ceremony,
as I need to going back to uni by bus 1130am.
and.....R.I.P~

sedih ?? sick??

Just take medicine now, and wanna to have sleep.
tomorrow will be going back to UMK.
is it the reason made me felt uncomfortable?
huh~I'm really feeling sick, and just visited to doctor, MD pradjajaran..??
I'm feeling sad as my friend not believe that I'm uncomfortable,...huh~
I cancel to join the gathering tonight,
but the calling from friends made my mind to going join it..
finally, I join too..
although feeling tired ,
but I still made it energy-ful and happiness..haha
nice gathering between.
wanna sleep, just taken medicine .
okie..good night...
tomorrow will reach the hell~ c u~.

真善美

我的人生，要求不多。
活得快乐外，
重要的是，
名人的生活哲学，
“求真，求善，求美”
有真，才有善；有善，才有美。

Primary schol' friends gathering...

Just now I'm coming back from the small gathering with my primary school friends.
Its have a lot fun and we were non-stop eating and gossip for every things,
The life of each, the education, the problem, the others, the relationship..etc.
It is what the friends we called to.
Feeling well and relax.
Although we were long time no see, but still can tried to talked with every one and care for every one.
They are good~
Thank you for them as never forgot me.
we were different in secondary school since graduated from primary school.
As I was stay away from village and was studying alone at Mersing.
but, we still friends always and never stranger in feeling.
A lot issue to shared and talked...XD
Thanks...

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huh~I haven coming back to UMK but saw a lot friends already made lots of complain about this boring semester...
what to do...
huh~this is the reasons....
shitty arrange...waste money waste time waste every things...
speechless.....

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Uncle still stay in JB' hospital.
worse and worse as I know and heard.
worry and worry..
birth, Old, sick, die....this is called life...
Just Doctor brief that, the malignant kidney cancer forth stage is the caused, to the brain ,made the stroke.
And his son just got merry with a young girl,
they decided to got merry at this critical time is due to gonna pregnant already and do it before uncle pass away...I think I think...

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Two days ago,
one of my 25 years old cousin was passed away.
hemn, because he was sick and mental disorder.
His dad was passed away since I'm secondary school.
His one brother was passed away due to brain cancer since I'm primary school.
His one another brother is staying in the bedlam due to mental problem too.
What the family this is.....

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what the fun is..
the day cousin merry was the day another cousin passed away...

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I'm 21 years old now.
I'm not the old man.
I'm looked childish sometime.
I'm looked mature sometime.
but, what the important is...now,I know what life is~

KOKO...

Is felt little upset as didn't register for Traditional dancing as my KOKO for this sem...
when I open the wedsite to registered for Td,
but it already 18/19...
as Tay talk me she wan Td..
then I get my place to Tay, as she is a girl,
not suitable choose for vollyball.
Then...full already for T/d...
sedih~haish~...
then....I dislike Bola tampar actually and...
need to force see some...
speechless...

Result out...2nd yr 2nd sem.

Result is out today...
pom pom pom...my heart....
whatever what my result,
I'm just learn to accept it...
5...
4...
3..
2..
1..
.....huhuhuh....
still ok my result...
thanks God looked at my good tried..
Although my result is no that high as others,
but I'm satisfied with my result as I knew what I was doing wrong while exam...
haha....
kantoi that three subjects...
haha....
never mind, good tried...

will try my best for every things...within my God bless...^^

Rutabaga..

If I'm your son, dun make any compare between me and other' son,
only me, your son...

If I'm your friend, dun make any compare between me and some one...
only me, my style....

If I'm your beloved, dun make any compare between me and other' beloved,
only me, found your love....

If I'm your real, please dun make any faked between us,
only us, the real.....

If I'm your help, please dun make me as your use,
only us, the help...

If I'm your honest, pleae dun make any cheat between us,
only us, the honest...

another way, if you like to compared me, to faked me, just use me, or to cheat me....
sorry, I'll willing to stay away....
and please just stay away...
this is because....
its very tired to looked both to wear the mask always.

Stop compared,
Stop complain,
Stop your mask.
Its better.
Trick or treat...

Recent life~holidays.

now, I'm staying at my home with my dear mom and siblings.
is waiting for sem3 start and I felt I'm not willing to going back here, its bored.
Just finished my 2nd voluntary activities which was organized by Q, she was tired to made managed about this activities and I was feeling pity to her that the time looked she was rushing for this activities with responsibly..glad girl! Although the activities was bored me, but I was still following this activities from begin until end within happy and enjoyed mood, I should do like this, because I must respect to Q, thank for you, Its great you success in held this activities, but I'm still in honestly. this activities was damn damn damn boring!!!!
may some rubbish things made my mood spoil, but I had tried my hard to live my self and happy although alone. I'm dun willing to talk and remind what that the happen here...have trying to forget and forgive all.

I was spending my a whole day sited in the bus and came back to my campus on 1/5/11. I was tired when I reached that hell. Its no so fun, no any entertainment, no any care...it suppose to be a boring place, but I always have try to lighting up.
Next time, we went to Ipoh, Perak by UMK'bus. First, huh~ driver...fine!! dislike their slow. fucking speed made my ass was pain and became more soft I felt, just a reason due to spent long time sited on bus ==.
VRI, ok fine, that is the place just accept vet who pointed above 3.5 for work. Fortunately,I'm felt no interesting at all for lab work. damn! what the hell I'm became the ketua for doing VRI report! ish~ok fine, this is my new duty and just accept within short time and thanks to believe...Today, I'm rushing to become a driver for my mom and kakak sudara who she enter the new house and I'm busy within my permanent job~then Hezry is called me and asked about the report, I'm felling regret as I'm late to divided tugasan for each person. Just sorry to group member and myself, actually I'm decided to discuss and divided into each tugasan during Ipoh, but I heard that someone was told friend beside her "WHY SO EARLY!!" these words made I'm no interesting to start our report...erm, I'm wrong! I must do my responsible,act and finish more early and in correct time. ok. learnt!
Melacca, is a nice place...Zoo Melacca, please....no so interesting yet! damn~but for that tourism destination, wow~I'm like it!
Muar, otak2, delicious! I'm like it!! hahaa...crazy tired to walked around the Muar!!! Best!!!

and we got bought own gift for mother day!!!! haha . muaks~my mom is happy I think when received our gift!!

Happy Mother day!!!!!