Monday, May 16, 2011

KOKO...

Is felt little upset as didn't register for Traditional dancing as my KOKO for this sem...
when I open the wedsite to registered for Td,
but it already 18/19...
as Tay talk me she wan Td..
then I get my place to Tay, as she is a girl,
not suitable choose for vollyball.
Then...full already for T/d...
sedih~haish~...
then....I dislike Bola tampar actually and...
need to force see some...
speechless...

Result out...2nd yr 2nd sem.

Result is out today...
pom pom pom...my heart....
whatever what my result,
I'm just learn to accept it...
5...
4...
3..
2..
1..
.....huhuhuh....
still ok my result...
thanks God looked at my good tried..
Although my result is no that high as others,
but I'm satisfied with my result as I knew what I was doing wrong while exam...
haha....
kantoi that three subjects...
haha....
never mind, good tried...

will try my best for every things...within my God bless...^^

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Rutabaga..

If I'm your son, dun make any compare between me and other' son,
only me, your son...

If I'm your friend, dun make any compare between me and some one...
only me, my style....

If I'm your beloved, dun make any compare between me and other' beloved,
only me, found your love....

If I'm your real, please dun make any faked between us,
only us, the real.....

If I'm your help, please dun make me as your use,
only us, the help...

If I'm your honest, pleae dun make any cheat between us,
only us, the honest...

another way, if you like to compared me, to faked me, just use me, or to cheat me....
sorry, I'll willing to stay away....
and please just stay away...
this is because....
its very tired to looked both to wear the mask always.

Stop compared,
Stop complain,
Stop your mask.
Its better.
Trick or treat...

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Recent life~holidays.

now, I'm staying at my home with my dear mom and siblings.
is waiting for sem3 start and I felt I'm not willing to going back here, its bored.
Just finished my 2nd voluntary activities which was organized by Q, she was tired to made managed about this activities and I was feeling pity to her that the time looked she was rushing for this activities with responsibly..glad girl! Although the activities was bored me, but I was still following this activities from begin until end within happy and enjoyed mood, I should do like this, because I must respect to Q, thank for you, Its great you success in held this activities, but I'm still in honestly. this activities was damn damn damn boring!!!!
may some rubbish things made my mood spoil, but I had tried my hard to live my self and happy although alone. I'm dun willing to talk and remind what that the happen here...have trying to forget and forgive all.

I was spending my a whole day sited in the bus and came back to my campus on 1/5/11. I was tired when I reached that hell. Its no so fun, no any entertainment, no any care...it suppose to be a boring place, but I always have try to lighting up.
Next time, we went to Ipoh, Perak by UMK'bus. First, huh~ driver...fine!! dislike their slow. fucking speed made my ass was pain and became more soft I felt, just a reason due to spent long time sited on bus ==.
VRI, ok fine, that is the place just accept vet who pointed above 3.5 for work. Fortunately,I'm felt no interesting at all for lab work. damn! what the hell I'm became the ketua for doing VRI report! ish~ok fine, this is my new duty and just accept within short time and thanks to believe...Today, I'm rushing to become a driver for my mom and kakak sudara who she enter the new house and I'm busy within my permanent job~then Hezry is called me and asked about the report, I'm felling regret as I'm late to divided tugasan for each person. Just sorry to group member and myself, actually I'm decided to discuss and divided into each tugasan during Ipoh, but I heard that someone was told friend beside her "WHY SO EARLY!!" these words made I'm no interesting to start our report...erm, I'm wrong! I must do my responsible,act and finish more early and in correct time. ok. learnt!
Melacca, is a nice place...Zoo Melacca, please....no so interesting yet! damn~but for that tourism destination, wow~I'm like it!
Muar, otak2, delicious! I'm like it!! hahaa...crazy tired to walked around the Muar!!! Best!!!
and we got bought own gift for mother day!!!! haha . muaks~my mom is happy I think when received our gift!!

Happy Mother day!!!!!

Friday, April 29, 2011

Baby

Just now I saw a video clip on the Fb, from one of my FB friend his post.
The video clip is about the baby who only 7months age death as cancer...
He is death without the chance to grow up in this world,with his family, he is innocent, innocent for every things, he also dun know what else is this WORLD is called so, he just a baby, he lost the chance....
His mom is blame to her-self as born his baby unhealthy and lost the chance to grow him up...
The God is cry as the really mistake on the baby...
Dear baby, R.I.P....

Baby,
haha, I think may some of people always thirst ti have their own baby or some may never wish for it...
that is normal and nothing wrong I think..
For me,
I always thirst to have own baby, one is enough...dear, baby...
The dream is always coming out starting I was secondary school,
I also dun know what else the reason to made me thirst for own baby..
but...haha...weird...
When I talk to one of my good friend during Matric, he was shock as my told...
haha....but nothing wrong if I have this early dream, maybe it is too early, but...hope so...
......................
I know, I'm a simple person in this world, I'm nothing...
I'm not the perfect, always mistaken also..
but, I wish I have a healthy baby,
Let's me to grow him/her up,
Let's me to teach tim/her in life,
Let's me educate him/her,
Let's me to make their mind correct..
I;m not perfect,
But, I wish to them can learn from me,
and..I learn from them too, from the process, from the begin, from the start,...until end..
Baby, only the person closest to your beside parents...
..................................
.....................
............
just a simple thirst....^^   

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Secret to Happiness

This is the title of a tropic from the book I read before sleep,
"The secrete to Happiness":

01. Live beneath your means and within your seams.
02. Return everything your borrow.
03. Donate blood.
04. Stop blaming others people.
05. Admit it when you make a mistake.
06. Give any clothes you haven't worn in the last three years to charity.
07. Everyday do some thing nice and try not to get caught.
08. Listen more, talk less.
09. Everyday take a 30-minutes walk around your neighborhood.
10. Strike for excellence, not perfection.
11. Skip two meals a week and give the memory to the needy.
12. Be on time.
13. Don't make excuses.
14. Don't argue.
15. Get organized.
16. Be kind to kind people.
17. Be even kinder to unkind people.
18. Let someone cut ahead of you in line.
19. Take time to be alone.
20. Reread a favorite book.
21. Cultivate good manners.
22. Be humble, don't just always acclaim for your little.
23. Understand and accept that life isn't always fair.
24. Know when to say something.
25. Know when to keep your mouth shut.
26. Don't criticise anyone for 24hours.
27. Learn from the past, plan for the future, and live in the present.
28. Don't sweat the small stuff.

Just always remember, Right Attitudes Create Success!!..
Tips for everyday....Let's us improve our-self, way to success together! ^^

Thursday, April 21, 2011

如果/ IF / Kalau....sahaja saya tulis, jgn terrasa ok.^^

01. if he can more romantic.
02. if she can more fat.
03. if she can more fat too.
04. if she can more tall.
05. if she can more smile.
06. if he can more normal.
07. if she can more natural.
08. if she can more relax.
09. if he can more entertain.
10. if he not like a shit.
11. if he can less play game.
12. if he can more confident and responsible.
13. if he can be more royal.
14.
15. if he can more serious.
17. if she can more join.
18. if she not too thin.
19. if she can stay same jz now.
20. if she can more natural.
21. if she have a real friend.
23. if she less cartoon think.
25. if she is chinese.
26. if she is not a blind and deep consider.
27. if she not wear spec.
28. if she is a boy.
29.
30. if she play with prof.OM..hahaha.
31. if she can small her eyes.
33. if she marry with my good friend.
34.
35. if she more active and on-time.
36. if he can more mature in thinking for others and thankgiving.
37. if she is happy.
38. if she not with him.
39. if she more confident.
40. if she more confident.
42. if she shut-up.
172. if he is royal,honest and true.


this just the "if" I put sukahati for every one. haha