2010/01/01 New Year Start~

now is 2010/01/01
huh~I have a nice count down activity with few of my coursemates at PCP, Pantai Cahaya.
This trip is carry out with very suddenly for me without any plan.
I just finished shopping with 3 friends at KBmall and met coursemate here, then plan to followed up to go PCP,Pantai Cahaya....
2010/12/31 shopping mood is ....dun noe how to brief and no word to explain...damn! Its really destroy by some one, why we asked him to join us ar! really damn n shit...this is first time I went out with him, he is a lot of complained!!!!!! but done nothing for us..!!! lolx. no more next time!. but this is the last bad memory in 2010, I'll try to forgot it de.haha. It not important in my life~
I'm felt sorry and guilty to Franky when saw his post on FB, I dun noe what he is felt worst to, but Happy New Year!. Next time if shopping we dun ajak that ppl lah, then we can buy a lot and a lot of clothes we like to and more enjoy yet as last time.
and felt kesian to my roomate~

2010 last day activities:
5pm : KBmall
~bowling
~watched phone, plan to buy new, bt a lot of bad comment from him.destroy mood
~McD (first time I ate McD,its my last dinner in 2010)
~buying 3 new clothes as the last present in 2010 for self

11pm: going to PCP, Pantai Cahaya with my coursemates.They are nice and crazy.
haha.
whatever, I'm enjoyed with them more.
I'm shared them what I want to talk to,
I'm shared them what the good memories in 2010,
I'm shared them what my bad memories in 2010,
I'm shared them what I wish to in this new year.
This same to them, we are sharing~.
Maybe they were feel I'm weird as why I'm so nice to shared them with very my own things so suddenly!~
haha, I had told them, you girls is very lucky, as bring me here, have a very nice environment to shared anythings and withoud stress..
I'm listen for the sea sound,
I'm wet my face with a small rain water,
I'm looked the anythings around here without thinking,
and the wind is blow cross my face softly and non-stop,
its cold but~ I like it !!!!!
when I first see the sea, my mood is light up with very fast!.
just feel I'm son of sea. haha.
really enjoyed and relax sit at here and listen to the sea wave sound...^^
p/s: si bongok abe akmal ni, why back so early!. the aim we move to PCP is for count down ma!!! ish~
nvm lah, I'm really enjoyed it. just like a very small party.
after 2hours here, we were move back with a tired body but brilliant mood~

the things I'm learn in year 2010:

01. The world is as big as possible, nothing is impossible, so what to do is accept.
02. The people who most important to us is our family,try say thank to parents always.
03. The people who made u grown up is our friends, selection friends is important without race different.
04. The people who can let us live happy everytime is ourself, so love uoself k.

I more understand myslef in year 2010 :

01. I'm simple boy, really. but jz up to uo attitude looked at me.
02. I'm complex. I'm difficult to understand by anyone.
03. I'm friendly.
04. I'm friendless.
05. I'm quiet.
06. I'm crazy.
07. I'm kind.
08. I'm pemarah.
09. I'm mature.
10. I'm childish.

what I like:

01. I like simple act.
02. I like simple think.
03. I like simple talk.
04. I like simple life.
05. I like simple people.
06. I like simple observe
07. I like simple guess.
08. I like simple people.
09. I like ppl act natural
10. I like ppl ask for my opinion and feeling.

what I dislike:

01. I dislike to stay complex.
02. I dislike to talk more.
03. I dislike to stay very silent.
04. I dislike to hate any people
05. I dislike hate by any one
06. I dislike to love some.
07. I dislike people to ask me same thing every day,such as, do u finish study it, what u study to,....lame lol~
08. I dislike people dun respect me, I hope all my friends understand it, when I say I dun wan then mean I really dun wan to do it, when I wan I will tell u automatic,dun force me do thing I dislik; when I say dun ask then mean DUN ASK,I would not answer U and I will angry really.
09. I dislike ppl who is easily to give up (although somehow I'm).

I wish all things I hope to will be success in this year and all the best to all my friends.
Wish and wish, God bless all.~

p/s: actually now I'm moody, so I also not so spirit to explain in word with what My feeling just now. so, enjoyed by uoself k. ^^

2010/12/30

yup, now is 2010/12/30.
today is the last two day of 2010, it will be end very soon.
what I need to do before end up 2010?
what I can to do before end up 2010?
what I should do before end up 2010?
Need, Can , Should...they are different in meaning...~
Then, how about for my coming 2011?
what I need to do for this very new year come?
not idea...
because my life here, beside book, then food..and book again...
I'm not idea what to do really.
but, whatever boring and alone feeling is now,
I will try my best to brilliant up my very own life.

p/s: although dun noe y my gud friend+coursemate+roomate is feeling stress tonight,but hope he will be ok on next day ~~ 

picture..

haha. I like my this picture.
I'm looked cute in this picture, although I'm cute actually. LOLx..jz kidding.
But, my roomate said it looked like a girl also.
whatever lah, is me!!..^^

^^..very cute right, seems looked like a Korean singer~XD

Merry Christmas....

Hohoho...Merry Christmas!!.

"we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 and Happy New Year!!!..."

Hohoho..This song I'm sang to all my friends and especially to Christian' friends..

How I spend the Christmas time??.. huh~dun worry, still live as normal, keep do something I like in weekend.

Since Kelantan is a place where is make people in moody face and sulky, 

so staying in room is more better to outing and waste time plus energy.

Yesternight, I went to shopping at KB mall with 2 of my UMK' friends, we had here for along 5 hours to bought something we searching for and sure, going for KFC!!!.

I had spend rm200++ to bought some cloths,a sweater,a school beg...

" mom, I had spend that much money to shopped here"

" Never, if sui you then buy lol." mom said.

" the problem is..I just bought what I like but maybe not such sui me! "..LOLX~XD

Hope to shop for next time again~.haha. nice went out with him.

" Chichi uppa, u gt prob eh? y u looked so cold to us? anything shared k.2ml lunch together".

Yes, thanx to my dear friend!. thanks for uo msg, uo msg was made my mood well and let's me to know, You are my real friend, nice people.Thanks and sorry. Sorry as maybe I really made you are worry at me and misunderstand. I'm fine, not any problem yet... I'm not cold to you, but I'm cold by some. Dear friend, maybe you were felt disappointed at me and felt despaired at me or angry as I'm less or maybe never to shared you my problem when I had problem,  but what I can said is :" sorry, I wont shared you my this kind of problem,the reason is simple, this is due to you are my good friend, we are friend, you and me, he/she and you all are friend,so I dun wan to bothering you as my problem and causes you  moody with my irritating intrusive or dun hope you are staying wondering and be a intruder, It can make our relationship as worst as possible. " so, dear friend, I can face it by self and have a good try and decision finally within the time is passed.

" no need to sorry, as v felt you are more quiet now,is not you,happy2" 

Haha, I'm always happy, dun worry,I just din show much with my face that I'm happy.

I'm felt weird too, so many people had complained me is become more quiet too beside you.

Its maybe I'm change...

but, for the real, I'm a quiet and silent people actually.

This maybe is obvious different before and my now. Before that, I'm noise, played gossip with you girls/guys, chat gossip, talked rubbish, acted stupid..its looked as my kelebihan,kan!?!..

but now is less to talk, to act, and to share....the reason just one : the time is passed, every things is changed, my age number will  add soon..." so...so..so...

at the started , we all were strange, we are come from different place, have different culture, different in religion, and very different in thinking and understanding. So, everyone will tried their best to makes acceptable themself in the new environment, to got the energy to stay in new and always automatics ..

so, I'm the one, I had energy as a stimulus to "hot" with new friend with the very innocent mind such a white paper...

but, the white paper is wrote with a lot of notes and point, some are dirty and waste within the time passed, so the paper will looked black in color and more thick and old.

In simple, I'm mature, I have try to very mature, in thinking, in acting, in talking....so,I maybe will looked cold with some but I'm not,seriously, you all are my friend, PLUS!!..I choose the way to made myself more random and comfortable.

I'm dislike the complex, dislike that irritating, dislike to automatic...

I just wan the simple, stay with relax, and like in natural!!

Yes,I'm quiet, actually I'm a quiet boy since I was child till secondary school.

although some friends was felt I'm noise, talk active...but only the some..

I'm dislike to talk more, I'm dislike to stay noise, I'm dislike people who is non-stop in talking, totally had a bad image in my mind if you are.

I'm like to listen, like to stay peace, like to be alone, like to be a silent....

some time, I really want to talk some story or new too,but the problem is, I have nothing to shared at this time.

I'm out-of-date, I dun noe what is the latest beg moment, I dun noe which band of phone is better, I dun noe where to rent car, I dun noe how to go the destination,I dun noe who is who punya brother or sister or couple or anything they happened as gossip and I dun noe I dun noe...

what I know is...I always be myself, I'm acted and worked with my mind, what I'm interesting to, what I.m felt bored to,what I like and what I'm dislike,I'm dun willing to change my style and to search or to force my self to do and to help you without sincerely or just for win from your heart...never and ever...

so, friends, you all can dislike me or hate me anytime, I'm dun blame at you.seriously, I din care thats ady.

and please, if you are like me, please tell me you are like me, 

if dislike, then tell me dislike me,

if love me, then tell me you rea love me, 

I'm lazy to take action in automatics way. so, next time you guys take action first k,

Lastly, if you are my friends , you must know this.

I like to be a quiet man,

I dislike a noise man;

I like to be alone,

I dislike mix in crowd;

I like to listen,

I dislike to talik more;

I like to talk rubbish,

I dislike to see rubbish! ><

when~

I'm quiet, it is mean this place is noise in moment, and I'm not need to out my voice again.

I'm quiet and looked at some thing without moving eyes position, it is mean I'm building castle in sky,think empty.

I'm quiet and looked at some one with moving eyes, its mean I'm listen to the people.

I'm quiet and looked fixed place with rotate my metatarsal digit part or shake legs with made them as intercept "X", it is mean I'm thinking something.

I'm quiet and looked fixed place with put the finger near nose and face, it mean I'm deep in thinking and considered some.

I'm quiet and looked random and shake my leg, it is mean I'm enjoying something, maybe music.

I'm quiet and  quiet and quiet and very quiet and weird...that is mean I'm die!!!!!!!!!haha
.

have a nice day friends~
dp/s: if I'm very quiet to you, it is mean I love you this friend in heart, we are not need to talk more but understand in mind.

new semester.

yeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeeeEEEEEeeeee!!!!!
new semester is starting soon....
yeeeeEEEeeeeeeEEEeeeeEEEeeee!!!!
yEeeeEEeeeEEeeeEEeeeEEEeeeee!!!!
gt my new schedule de....aish~~~~
Sunday: Jepun language and parasitology & entomology
Monday: Jepun language and virology
Tuesday: Non-ruminant production
Wednesday: pharmacology & toxicology , immunology& serology
Thursday : Immunology & serology (amali)
huh~ very new and challenging subjects....ooooooOOooooo
k, start new fighting!!!!
for one month first, then will be going home for charge energy and celebrate CNY...cnt wait it!
this CNY my family and me, all will going back to kampung, Pulau Ketam..
wow~its nice...long time din go back ady.
Rindu a lot.
my grandmom and relatives~miss lol.
nvm, jz waiting for one month...and fighting...^^
mom, I miss u and home ady since jz first day I'm  here. wuwuwu~

empty

现在的我，感到非常的空虚。
心情很空虚。
不知如何是好。
不想再这样下去。
快快好点吧 ~

the day after today...

the day after today, I will less upload my blog and nothing new posting here~maybe.
this is because a new semester will be start so soon,
and I will going back to Uni after tonight,
to continua my studying...
as the wifi in my Uni is slow like snail, it can make my spirit dampened to upload blog.

XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD 

wow, a new semester is start soon,
many new challenge will be come soon,
its have a lot of obstacles soon,
it is a part of my life....

XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP

soon, soon, soon.....soon, soon, soon....
I will be a 21 years old man,
21 years old, suppose to be a man who have a mature thinking,action, considerable, independent...yes,I am..
but, for others, 21 years old man suppose to be have a lot of love story experiences...^^ but not me.

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money money money....money money money....
I wan money,
I wan be a millionaire.
I wan earn a lot of money by myself..
I wan waste my money with a lot of things I wish to have.
I love my money,wkakaka. but not my dad's money. its not mine~

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Love Love Love....Love Love Love...
Love have varies types...
animals love, nature love, children love, friends love, family love, beloved love...
but, I din wish and believe it so much, especially beloved love and friends love...
beloved love, most just depend on external, full with hurt....
friends love,most just depend on thier emotion, fill with cheat..
I'm dislike although people are dislike me...
but,I'm lucky, I had a group of believable friends.
I love children, I always wish to have my own child, one is enough~^^ weird.
when I have my own child but not wife..may I....

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I love to singing,
I love to swimming,
I love to reading,
I love to watching,
I love to emotion+ing,
I love to sleeping,
I love to silent+ing,
I love to playing,
I love to observing
I love to guessing,
I love to concluding,
I love to listening,
I love to walking,
I love to be alone+ing,
I love to be stupid+ing,
I love I love, that all what I love+ing~.

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dude,bye bye, upload new when I wanna~
oh,yah~today I'm gay as I received my 21 years old present that comes early from my mom,(as I will going back uni and not in home when my day), a gold key, follow the tradisional, man who reach 21 years old will gain a gold key from their parents.
The gold key is beauty and a gold ring, now they are with me on my neck, I will keep it well.
thanx~