复杂

复杂的心情。
活了二十一年，说长不长，说短不段。
但在当中，我真的渐渐张大，
看听学了很多不同的东西，
遇见了很多不同的人，
一切的一切，
有时快乐，
有时好累，
人生如戏，戏如人生~

Just say what I wan say..random~

01. I'm very happy to have my nokia N8, its Great!! of course, Thanks my dear daddy and mom. Muaks~
02. I'm like my new hairstyle.
03. I'm like my new hair dye color.
04. I'm feeling sweet and nice staying around parents.
05. I'm random from the pressure to see you and think about you.
06. I love you.
07. I'm crazy with drama.
08. I'm waiting for CNY and going back ancestor village.
09. I;m thinking about how much my ang pau for this CNY. haha. ><
10. I;m very very hate my eldest brother, he is memalukan setiap ahli keluarga and as a parasite!!!!!!! never and ever!! you are the first people I;m hate in this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Chienese New Year!!!

HAPPY 2011 CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................................

week before go home

This is the last week before going home for mid-sem break @ CNY holidays....
NIHON test +
Pharmacology test +
Parasitology test +
Non-ruminant test....
 now, remain 2 more test.
just finished pharmacology test, what to admired to Prof.Aung is : " U R GREAT!!!!!"
totally die....
haha
Ish~what Im waiting to!!!! after have my dinner,SURE!!! my korea drama!!!!!!!!hahahaha....
.....10 min
.......20 min
..........30 min
............40 min
..............50 min
.................60 min

kk, finished watched dah, like cnt stop to watch it!!!...
BUT. STOP!!
scan for the parasitology note for 30 min, then prepared to sleep.
seem yesterday most of my nervous cell have death as sit for the nihon test and pharma test. LOLxxx...

p/s: I hated ppl who din reply my msg if I msg him/her. BUT,, whatever lah, I know that people sure like that.

My 21 years old birthday'pictures.

First, Thank to all my girls course mate: siti sakina chu, zatty, sarah., alaa, shiedah, shirah, syakira, tay, myra, zeyha, erny, and somes (I cnt memories who here that time,haha), and of course, my super bongok and crazy roomate and course mate and friend, Mohd Akmat Ezat!!!...haha.
Thank to you all, had celebrated my 21 years old, and that birthday'gift.

Thanks all~
At night,I had treated my dear Junior and good friend dinner at Pizza Hut.Its gt a lot fun here.

HAHA....a lot fun here with them. Last, Goh not enough eat the pizza, haha, akmal cry+ing~...XD
Junior: GOH and XIA, cute..haha...
Akmal: bongok. Thank, and uo hadiah, ish~ copy my idea,.LOLX. Thank btw.
Hope next will be more fun.

Picture we went to Terengganu~

Happy day~XD

公开的日记

原本想在面子书上留下我的日记，
想一想，还是不了，
呆会可能有人会说我在炒作。
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我还是在怀疑自己，
究竟有没有能力当一名兽医，
要是在一年前，
我恨下心来，不对任何人有点挂念，
我就是早已离开这了，
有了别的生活。

但，我还是选择走下去，
相信自己能挑战一切，
种种的问题，事情，
还是不断的发生，
永远的懊恼着，
课业，友情，生活的压力，
让我感到疲惫，
所以呀，我不拥有爱情，好让自己有空间呼吸，
如今，像放弃一切时，
却慢慢的感觉自己已经爱上的兽医行业。

使终，就是如此，
表面上对你好的人，不一定是关心你的人，他心中，可能没有你的存在；
相反的，不对你情切的人，可能是最关心你的，
要是你能明白，那该多好呀！
我们，现在只有那么一点点地眼神交流，
没有对话的沟通，
成为了熟悉的陌生人。
 但，今天所看到的你，还是没变，还是如此让人感到懊恼，
但你的精快，我很敬佩。
旦愿来日大家都想开了，再来做朋友吧!
你的过去的无理，我也习惯了，
但还是希望你会改一改，
这只是我这同学的一点劝告。

最后，我还是感到疲惫，
只渴望要有个能体会我疲惫的朋友，
被在我身边。

大家加油吧~我们还有三年多要走~

My weekend...

Today,not, its suppose to be yesterday,...was a boring day..
then just watching some movies, continous few episode of  Korea movie, "Garden Secrete"..its nice movies...
planing to go KBmall to got my "hadiah" from my dad, but not one are free go with me, see like so pity izit, LOlx.
never mind, next time lah....
good news yesterday : JPA masuk duit dah  ( but felt bored too...money~ish!)
now, stay blur, just back from outside, actually went for food again, with my roomate and franky. Franky is cute, he has lot crazy action tonight. eg, when met the dead cat on the road.haha. bring joke me, good!!

Today, aish~ deanlist, lolx..felt nothing important with this event pun, I just hope I can success and fast fast graduate from here...leave here as fast as possible..
Is plan have a outing tomorrow, but got a ceramah with tiba2 ni....ish~batal outing again!!!!.
Stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~~~~~~~~~~~....
today I'm feel guilty, as done nothing here, wasting time. TT

"we looked at the sea together,
 we enjoyed the song by ocean musician together,
 we warm our heart by the kind blowing wind of natural together,
 we have lots laughs together."
 It had happened two days ago, I hope to have this feeling again.
 I'm looked at their face, although different in skin' color, but we are same heart and ambition here, have a  same target, have the same way, have the same condition...thanks them!

The sea is beauty, the sea is bog, it looked kind and enthusiasm ,
but when it is angry, it will blow non stop, make big wave, show their emotion with very suddenly,
I had enjoying the natural ocean,at the same time, I was wondering to my dad, who are fighting with sea now.
Take care dad, miss mom....

The God have always give us a lots of problem and event happen in our life,

I'm scared and afraid to the challenge,
but, If I treat it with positive thinking, I'm sure it can just a simple problem to solve,
reverse, If I'm treat it negative way,It will be a complicated problem and never will solve well.
Thank God still allow me to stay and learn on this world.