Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Crazy day~

haha....just back from shopping...
went with my sakai friend,also coursemate ,also roomate..mohd.akmal...
he bought the DSLR 5100....best gila....I hope to get one soon....hehe...it made me felt more interesting in photographic...
and I bought the broadband...Maxis punya...because it is more good using in umk dan penang....but my home ,i dun noe...
hahahahaa........told a lot of crazy btw us, laughing and laughing....stupid enough words from us.hemn, of course, me more...haha..
okie, now is tried using my broadband...wow...satisfied....
haish~rm58 per month....must keep my mouth in food due to replace payment for broadband de...huhhuhu~

Friday, June 10, 2011

Gurau2

"minta maaf kpd sesiapa yg pernah sedih2 atau kecewa2 disbbkan aku selalu ckp gurau mcn jahat bg kamu, aku ingat org yg aku buat gurau2 tu boleh terima just as fun, tetapi......haha......okie,not more gurau dah , sori yer kawan2~ ><"
 this is my post one fb tonight...actually i wan to continuos the sentences after tetapi...
Tetapi, ada lah orng yg sy memang tau dia benci style sy tu, ckp bad thng kah sy bg org lain...haha.. 
dun worry lah, sy memang tak marah kah kamu siapa siapa tu.....jz for joking avoid boring nia...
sorry banyak2 k.><
that is why my secondary school friends said im noob..
that is why my kmp friends said im sakai..
that is why my uni friends said im bongok..
but, not all friends here are accept me rather than all kmp and secondary school friends were accept me..okie....
dun ask me why so silent next time or got problem ok...........this is why done before...
haish~susahnya hidup....tapi penuh cabaran, nice!!!! ><

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Happy dokumentari vs Rubbish piss off mood

Today, my group's documentari is finished, nice video clip between.
It got fun! all our idea, just to make audience not will feel to bore in watch our video.
hahahaaa...nice job....
okie, this work is finished. ><

 Falsafah ilmu, yerrr~
i cnt undestand lah~...huh...
walaupun xundestand, i oso buat jer lah...
at lease...at lease...siap sudah...>< haha




shitty..........thing........
remind about friends....haish~friends again....
what's wrong with me...lolzz
did you know how hurt is it when you tried your best to friend again with the wrong'people!!
but, the problem is...the wrong'people still jual mahal and reject for anything...lolz..
You girls never know what my feeling, why I'm sensitive like this:

01. when I tried to friend him again, he told me : just treat him as transparent!!!
02. when I tried to asked for the reason why he acted so, he just told me : not reason to you, something cannot tell you, only the suitable people can shared to, she more understand..but,boy, the thing is, this is our problem, you should let me know, not her!!.
03.when I tried my hard to fix our situation, to asked u wanna to sit together on bus (when before gone to second voluntary vet) u jz reply me, u r perfect to sit alone, its empty..bt did u know hw I tried my hard to open mouth to told to u..haish~
04. when I tried to have dinner with him together, he just told me : not...I'm not hungry...but....went with some~

so..tats all still my false???

 sound hurt like...~but I;m okie...I also dun noe what wrong with me..he hurt me, wrote stupid on FB more than 3 time, he started to ignored, he started to talk my bad at my back to some coursemate...
but did u know what was the most hurt from u to me, is..that time u post on FB about friend,coursemate and roomate thing, I angry and msg u " then, is it I'm uo friend not" .....what the great hurt msg from u was : "I dun noe, I cnt answer u, I also dun noe what is friend to be"....that time u always with uo FASA friends, 4gt us, said what this my friend do what do what , this my friend buy what buy what...then how dare u tell me dun noe what is friend er!!!!!!!!! tis was what i angry very!!!..and i pun reply u with very cool down mood : okie, I saw u answer clearly, tq for hurt".......

u said,I treat everyone Great, but not for you.....when u said this,have u try to think why I act so..
I tell u, I treat u as the paling best and as my best friend before..we can shared everythng...
but, as time gone, I know wat u dislike, u had told me, i rmb, u said u dislike ppl touch u, dislike ppl like childish, dislke ppl what and what, all i rmb, and I jz dun acted such thing with u as u said u dislike...mana tau, u said I'm treat u different..what the Great!!!fuck u boy!!!!   what the hell with u boy....is it u think boy can not be best friend, must be girl?? as u think, fuck, I know u...damn!  u made me treat different to u man, u made it!! if u cn treat me like them, I will treat double good to u, this is hw i treat friend.....lolz.

01.when I decided to stop msg him any notice as he said i disturb his life before, but I still asked one my closer friend help to msg him any notice..
02. when I saw he dun noe trip or class, and just went with blur blur, I pun felt kesian him, msg him again nx notice...huh..I'm stupid.
03. when he stay another blok, is his choose, but I still kesian help him take book and assignment paper...
04. when he said alone, I also chat with him on FB chatting, but he stop~
05. when he said face financial critical, I pun msg him, if need, can borrow from me...enough stupid me again!

huh~so suffer to be uo friend? or, only me??
I dun know you, really lah boy....
just due to you, I'm sad and down...
just due to you, I angry with around...
just due to you, I loss myself.....
why I need?? I also dun noe....

I'm still not a friend??? not enough I do for you....??
what you saw just my superficial, hard to u...
but, never see my internal...help u...........huh~


one thing I need to let SHE know..
hey girls,you said u girls know this boy first, this is the point..
but I need you to know this, I spent my time with u girls more....tq~
and one thing to tell u,
i dun wan to fighting for everything..
its tired u know? or in uo mind u always wan to fight with who else..
so u said so...very disappointed to saw u wrote there..
U r sensitive, u admit it.
do u know what is the benefit to a sensitive ppl?
they are the group of ppl who can more take care to their friends feeling..
because they know what the reason can change one mood in a moment...
but, you din not made it.
so~......
I hope I can let you know it, but I scared you sensitive again...
so..nevermind lah~
i said again..I just treat everyone as friends~~~
including you, my friend~

I know I'm not your part,
but I really think I'm your friend~

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Heaven and Hell, distance only 0.1mm.

Genting trip~2011
Very happy to had the trip which hold up by every year within my kapsiao members, all are present, Lim chong han, wanling, helen, and hyen....and some of my kmp'friends were join us too, telvin tey, alex chan, ho we xing...and went to shopping together including david thoo, and alan liuw...
wow...~ amazing to had met up with all, haha..the feeling was nice...
I gonna observed all of us are become mature in face, if talk negative, it is mean old lah..haha..
but, it is good thing, that is mean we are grown up day by day...
nice to meet all, hope to meet up again.
really appreciated I have such friends...
one year din't meet up, but the feeling to each others is still same like the previous,
never strange, never cool, never forget, never pressure when the time we are together...
close, warm, keep memories, happy and pleasure....hemn..thanks you all!!.
I love this picture, edited by me..nice....kapsiao family,always together..^^

  
have made 4 new friends at Genting.....^^
the photo of my four daughters and 3 new girl friends...^^...all are beauty!.

have lunch together with David thoo and alan liuw..,at KL, chilli restaurant....delicious food between.^^
SEE!!! how different KL and Kelantan food!!! LOlz....
the first met and first picture with my daughter, wanling punya boyfriend...good ppl btw..nice boy!.wisg wanling gt sweet life from him.
Is time to said good bye..TT...meet you all next year ok..^^..our target: Taiwan!! Go Go GO!!!.haha.

The happy time was past very fast.,passing without wait for any thing....but, will always keep the nice memories in heart. ^^

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That time I sitting alone on the bus, thinking for eveything in my life..
the inbox was disturb and effect my mood,
I do not know what point she sent me by that color time...
sudden dark in my brain and heart,.
broken again...
but I just accept as I have prepared to face every thing..

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reached hostel, I saw that inbox, and I decided to reply the honest and real answer by next day,
because I was tired that time,
not more energy to think anything,
in mind, just wanna sleep..

force and force, I wrote all all my feeling and thinking with a very honest mind..
what the Great God to me is...
she just blame and blame, wrong and wrong me again...
never and ever try to think why people said so..
and ....
really really tired within such people...
I dun care for this kind of friend already...
I cannot always to understand you all,
but how about you and you,
never and never understand my feeling..
thanks God,
it is my cabaran in life...
I'm grown up..
Important is...I'm honest to all...
I dun made fake like one...
try to think youself...
dun always blame people false, as I know you...

try to think, if i really to told uo bad in uo back, why I need to msg to uo closer friend, I'm not such stupid people..its a way as I tell you...and I mention a lot in msg and inbox, you were not awake and try to think what I want to mean...disappointed and disappointed....
I dislike cheat, hope u always remember...

between, I thank to you all too,
was my good friend before..
but I'm tired, and I cannot follow up any more.
sorry, dun made it, please STOP...
you are.....

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beside honest,
every people have do wrong thing, just try to forgive and help to improve them,
this is what I defined friend..
I dun want  just wanna try to got the benefit from some one and then do nothing help to them, seem like just used...and cheat yourself...
okie...I leave them...
thanks God~awake me ^^

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

人生

我是如此的闷阿~
人生无聊 ~
为何要留下来了?

Boring~

Today I'm tried to study falsafah ilmu..
one word to brief : "BORING"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

dislike this feeling~

I dislike this feeling..
I'm feeling sick.
I'm feeling tired.
I'm feeling boring.
I'm feeling hungry.
I'm feeling sad.
lolxzZzzzZzzzzzzzz