2010/01/01 New Year Start~

now is 2010/01/01
huh~I have a nice count down activity with few of my coursemates at PCP, Pantai Cahaya.
This trip is carry out with very suddenly for me without any plan.
I just finished shopping with 3 friends at KBmall and met coursemate here, then plan to followed up to go PCP,Pantai Cahaya....
2010/12/31 shopping mood is ....dun noe how to brief and no word to explain...damn! Its really destroy by some one, why we asked him to join us ar! really damn n shit...this is first time I went out with him, he is a lot of complained!!!!!! but done nothing for us..!!! lolx. no more next time!. but this is the last bad memory in 2010, I'll try to forgot it de.haha. It not important in my life~
I'm felt sorry and guilty to Franky when saw his post on FB, I dun noe what he is felt worst to, but Happy New Year!. Next time if shopping we dun ajak that ppl lah, then we can buy a lot and a lot of clothes we like to and more enjoy yet as last time.
and felt kesian to my roomate~

2010 last day activities:
5pm : KBmall
~bowling
~watched phone, plan to buy new, bt a lot of bad comment from him.destroy mood
~McD (first time I ate McD,its my last dinner in 2010)
~buying 3 new clothes as the last present in 2010 for self

11pm: going to PCP, Pantai Cahaya with my coursemates.They are nice and crazy.
haha.
whatever, I'm enjoyed with them more.
I'm shared them what I want to talk to,
I'm shared them what the good memories in 2010,
I'm shared them what my bad memories in 2010,
I'm shared them what I wish to in this new year.
This same to them, we are sharing~.
Maybe they were feel I'm weird as why I'm so nice to shared them with very my own things so suddenly!~
haha, I had told them, you girls is very lucky, as bring me here, have a very nice environment to shared anythings and withoud stress..
I'm listen for the sea sound,
I'm wet my face with a small rain water,
I'm looked the anythings around here without thinking,
and the wind is blow cross my face softly and non-stop,
its cold but~ I like it !!!!!
when I first see the sea, my mood is light up with very fast!.
just feel I'm son of sea. haha.
really enjoyed and relax sit at here and listen to the sea wave sound...^^
p/s: si bongok abe akmal ni, why back so early!. the aim we move to PCP is for count down ma!!! ish~
nvm lah, I'm really enjoyed it. just like a very small party.
after 2hours here, we were move back with a tired body but brilliant mood~

the things I'm learn in year 2010:

01. The world is as big as possible, nothing is impossible, so what to do is accept.
02. The people who most important to us is our family,try say thank to parents always.
03. The people who made u grown up is our friends, selection friends is important without race different.
04. The people who can let us live happy everytime is ourself, so love uoself k.

I more understand myslef in year 2010 :

01. I'm simple boy, really. but jz up to uo attitude looked at me.
02. I'm complex. I'm difficult to understand by anyone.
03. I'm friendly.
04. I'm friendless.
05. I'm quiet.
06. I'm crazy.
07. I'm kind.
08. I'm pemarah.
09. I'm mature.
10. I'm childish.

what I like:

01. I like simple act.
02. I like simple think.
03. I like simple talk.
04. I like simple life.
05. I like simple people.
06. I like simple observe
07. I like simple guess.
08. I like simple people.
09. I like ppl act natural
10. I like ppl ask for my opinion and feeling.

what I dislike:

01. I dislike to stay complex.
02. I dislike to talk more.
03. I dislike to stay very silent.
04. I dislike to hate any people
05. I dislike hate by any one
06. I dislike to love some.
07. I dislike people to ask me same thing every day,such as, do u finish study it, what u study to,....lame lol~
08. I dislike people dun respect me, I hope all my friends understand it, when I say I dun wan then mean I really dun wan to do it, when I wan I will tell u automatic,dun force me do thing I dislik; when I say dun ask then mean DUN ASK,I would not answer U and I will angry really.
09. I dislike ppl who is easily to give up (although somehow I'm).

I wish all things I hope to will be success in this year and all the best to all my friends.
Wish and wish, God bless all.~

p/s: actually now I'm moody, so I also not so spirit to explain in word with what My feeling just now. so, enjoyed by uoself k. ^^

2010/12/30

yup, now is 2010/12/30.
today is the last two day of 2010, it will be end very soon.
what I need to do before end up 2010?
what I can to do before end up 2010?
what I should do before end up 2010?
Need, Can , Should...they are different in meaning...~
Then, how about for my coming 2011?
what I need to do for this very new year come?
not idea...
because my life here, beside book, then food..and book again...
I'm not idea what to do really.
but, whatever boring and alone feeling is now,
I will try my best to brilliant up my very own life.

p/s: although dun noe y my gud friend+coursemate+roomate is feeling stress tonight,but hope he will be ok on next day ~~ 

picture..

haha. I like my this picture.
I'm looked cute in this picture, although I'm cute actually. LOLx..jz kidding.
But, my roomate said it looked like a girl also.
whatever lah, is me!!..^^

^^..very cute right, seems looked like a Korean singer~XD

Merry Christmas....

Hohoho...Merry Christmas!!.

"we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 we wish you have a Merry Christmas!

 and Happy New Year!!!..."

Hohoho..This song I'm sang to all my friends and especially to Christian' friends..

How I spend the Christmas time??.. huh~dun worry, still live as normal, keep do something I like in weekend.

Since Kelantan is a place where is make people in moody face and sulky, 

so staying in room is more better to outing and waste time plus energy.

Yesternight, I went to shopping at KB mall with 2 of my UMK' friends, we had here for along 5 hours to bought something we searching for and sure, going for KFC!!!.

I had spend rm200++ to bought some cloths,a sweater,a school beg...

" mom, I had spend that much money to shopped here"

" Never, if sui you then buy lol." mom said.

" the problem is..I just bought what I like but maybe not such sui me! "..LOLX~XD

Hope to shop for next time again~.haha. nice went out with him.

" Chichi uppa, u gt prob eh? y u looked so cold to us? anything shared k.2ml lunch together".

Yes, thanx to my dear friend!. thanks for uo msg, uo msg was made my mood well and let's me to know, You are my real friend, nice people.Thanks and sorry. Sorry as maybe I really made you are worry at me and misunderstand. I'm fine, not any problem yet... I'm not cold to you, but I'm cold by some. Dear friend, maybe you were felt disappointed at me and felt despaired at me or angry as I'm less or maybe never to shared you my problem when I had problem,  but what I can said is :" sorry, I wont shared you my this kind of problem,the reason is simple, this is due to you are my good friend, we are friend, you and me, he/she and you all are friend,so I dun wan to bothering you as my problem and causes you  moody with my irritating intrusive or dun hope you are staying wondering and be a intruder, It can make our relationship as worst as possible. " so, dear friend, I can face it by self and have a good try and decision finally within the time is passed.

" no need to sorry, as v felt you are more quiet now,is not you,happy2" 

Haha, I'm always happy, dun worry,I just din show much with my face that I'm happy.

I'm felt weird too, so many people had complained me is become more quiet too beside you.

Its maybe I'm change...

but, for the real, I'm a quiet and silent people actually.

This maybe is obvious different before and my now. Before that, I'm noise, played gossip with you girls/guys, chat gossip, talked rubbish, acted stupid..its looked as my kelebihan,kan!?!..

but now is less to talk, to act, and to share....the reason just one : the time is passed, every things is changed, my age number will  add soon..." so...so..so...

at the started , we all were strange, we are come from different place, have different culture, different in religion, and very different in thinking and understanding. So, everyone will tried their best to makes acceptable themself in the new environment, to got the energy to stay in new and always automatics ..

so, I'm the one, I had energy as a stimulus to "hot" with new friend with the very innocent mind such a white paper...

but, the white paper is wrote with a lot of notes and point, some are dirty and waste within the time passed, so the paper will looked black in color and more thick and old.

In simple, I'm mature, I have try to very mature, in thinking, in acting, in talking....so,I maybe will looked cold with some but I'm not,seriously, you all are my friend, PLUS!!..I choose the way to made myself more random and comfortable.

I'm dislike the complex, dislike that irritating, dislike to automatic...

I just wan the simple, stay with relax, and like in natural!!

Yes,I'm quiet, actually I'm a quiet boy since I was child till secondary school.

although some friends was felt I'm noise, talk active...but only the some..

I'm dislike to talk more, I'm dislike to stay noise, I'm dislike people who is non-stop in talking, totally had a bad image in my mind if you are.

I'm like to listen, like to stay peace, like to be alone, like to be a silent....

some time, I really want to talk some story or new too,but the problem is, I have nothing to shared at this time.

I'm out-of-date, I dun noe what is the latest beg moment, I dun noe which band of phone is better, I dun noe where to rent car, I dun noe how to go the destination,I dun noe who is who punya brother or sister or couple or anything they happened as gossip and I dun noe I dun noe...

what I know is...I always be myself, I'm acted and worked with my mind, what I'm interesting to, what I.m felt bored to,what I like and what I'm dislike,I'm dun willing to change my style and to search or to force my self to do and to help you without sincerely or just for win from your heart...never and ever...

so, friends, you all can dislike me or hate me anytime, I'm dun blame at you.seriously, I din care thats ady.

and please, if you are like me, please tell me you are like me, 

if dislike, then tell me dislike me,

if love me, then tell me you rea love me, 

I'm lazy to take action in automatics way. so, next time you guys take action first k,

Lastly, if you are my friends , you must know this.

I like to be a quiet man,

I dislike a noise man;

I like to be alone,

I dislike mix in crowd;

I like to listen,

I dislike to talik more;

I like to talk rubbish,

I dislike to see rubbish! ><

when~

I'm quiet, it is mean this place is noise in moment, and I'm not need to out my voice again.

I'm quiet and looked at some thing without moving eyes position, it is mean I'm building castle in sky,think empty.

I'm quiet and looked at some one with moving eyes, its mean I'm listen to the people.

I'm quiet and looked fixed place with rotate my metatarsal digit part or shake legs with made them as intercept "X", it is mean I'm thinking something.

I'm quiet and looked fixed place with put the finger near nose and face, it mean I'm deep in thinking and considered some.

I'm quiet and looked random and shake my leg, it is mean I'm enjoying something, maybe music.

I'm quiet and  quiet and quiet and very quiet and weird...that is mean I'm die!!!!!!!!!haha
.

have a nice day friends~
dp/s: if I'm very quiet to you, it is mean I love you this friend in heart, we are not need to talk more but understand in mind.

new semester.

yeeeeeEEEEEeeeeeeeEEEEEeeeee!!!!!
new semester is starting soon....
yeeeeEEEeeeeeeEEEeeeeEEEeeee!!!!
yEeeeEEeeeEEeeeEEeeeEEEeeeee!!!!
gt my new schedule de....aish~~~~
Sunday: Jepun language and parasitology & entomology
Monday: Jepun language and virology
Tuesday: Non-ruminant production
Wednesday: pharmacology & toxicology , immunology& serology
Thursday : Immunology & serology (amali)
huh~ very new and challenging subjects....ooooooOOooooo
k, start new fighting!!!!
for one month first, then will be going home for charge energy and celebrate CNY...cnt wait it!
this CNY my family and me, all will going back to kampung, Pulau Ketam..
wow~its nice...long time din go back ady.
Rindu a lot.
my grandmom and relatives~miss lol.
nvm, jz waiting for one month...and fighting...^^
mom, I miss u and home ady since jz first day I'm  here. wuwuwu~

empty

现在的我，感到非常的空虚。
心情很空虚。
不知如何是好。
不想再这样下去。
快快好点吧 ~

the day after today...

the day after today, I will less upload my blog and nothing new posting here~maybe.
this is because a new semester will be start so soon,
and I will going back to Uni after tonight,
to continua my studying...
as the wifi in my Uni is slow like snail, it can make my spirit dampened to upload blog.

XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD 

wow, a new semester is start soon,
many new challenge will be come soon,
its have a lot of obstacles soon,
it is a part of my life....

XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP XP

soon, soon, soon.....soon, soon, soon....
I will be a 21 years old man,
21 years old, suppose to be a man who have a mature thinking,action, considerable, independent...yes,I am..
but, for others, 21 years old man suppose to be have a lot of love story experiences...^^ but not me.

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money money money....money money money....
I wan money,
I wan be a millionaire.
I wan earn a lot of money by myself..
I wan waste my money with a lot of things I wish to have.
I love my money,wkakaka. but not my dad's money. its not mine~

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Love Love Love....Love Love Love...
Love have varies types...
animals love, nature love, children love, friends love, family love, beloved love...
but, I din wish and believe it so much, especially beloved love and friends love...
beloved love, most just depend on external, full with hurt....
friends love,most just depend on thier emotion, fill with cheat..
I'm dislike although people are dislike me...
but,I'm lucky, I had a group of believable friends.
I love children, I always wish to have my own child, one is enough~^^ weird.
when I have my own child but not wife..may I....

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I love to singing,
I love to swimming,
I love to reading,
I love to watching,
I love to emotion+ing,
I love to sleeping,
I love to silent+ing,
I love to playing,
I love to observing
I love to guessing,
I love to concluding,
I love to listening,
I love to walking,
I love to be alone+ing,
I love to be stupid+ing,
I love I love, that all what I love+ing~.

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dude,bye bye, upload new when I wanna~
oh,yah~today I'm gay as I received my 21 years old present that comes early from my mom,(as I will going back uni and not in home when my day), a gold key, follow the tradisional, man who reach 21 years old will gain a gold key from their parents.
The gold key is beauty and a gold ring, now they are with me on my neck, I will keep it well.
thanx~

what you wanna to be for me in a new year 2011...?? XD

2011年，你想做我的谁？
0.朋友
1.女朋友
2.男朋友
3.情侣 (except)

4.情敵
5.死黨
6.我妹
7.我弟
8.我哥
9.我姐
10.會一直對我好的人
11.紅顏
12.藍顏
13.懂我的人
14.愛我的人
15.我愛的人
16.背後默默支持我的人
17.永遠的好朋友
18.關心我的人
19.我所關係的人
20.死對頭
21.好搭檔
22.最熟悉的陌生人
23.情人
24.兄弟
25.最親的人

answer me if you are read it. let's me know, I will do for you as you wanna to be. ^^ 

P/s: anyone above is could be choose as your answer except number 3,beloved ,..k. ^^ thanx

A new year is coming soon, wish all of your have a unforgettable count down night and pleasure new year start!. 

Really pek chek!!

Pek chek pek chek!!!!!!!
真的是没有看过一个老男人酱爱念念念不停。
念过久好了，非要念道人家吵架不可。
又爱在不关人面前念，念给我听能做什么，又不是我做错事。
我做事一向都是对事不对人，真的是不要惹火我！
不要老是只会怪人，想想自己的过去的过错。

一个，是我今生最讨厌的人了， 都25岁了，做事情没头没脑
只会到来麻烦，让人生气，超不成熟的。
没有责任，他妈的~
所有的不安都是他惹出来的。

吵吵吵做什么。烦啦！

fun to design for vet-shirt

As our old vet-shirt is ugly and something wrong, so VETSA ajk decided to have a new vet-shirt soon.
As I'm bored staying at home, so I tried to made some so design for vet-shirt since others ajk are busy with discuss for the cat competition I think.
There is my design for three set of vet-shirt, given comment here. ^^

Vet-shirt 1 (front & back) :

 Vet-shirt 2 (front & back) :

Vet-shirt 3 (front & back) :

three set of design I had done, from 3 here, I more like my second design, actually the design here is same but only different in color. I'm done two as I felt a little change in color have a big different in view. so..two of de color I felt looked nice and acceptable too (since I'm not a designer @ design students ).
for the first design, I only dislike the color ( color idea which got from one of my friend phone' cover' color,de color looked nice like the biscuit, bt not sui for shirt,I think) . and the front design really something wrong but dun noe where its wrong!! haha. design just for fun, ^^

one more week left...

hemn~hemn~
one more week left then I will start a new fight life...
semester 2 for sophomore is coming soon, are you really??
DUN NOE...
haha.
2day I'm felt boring, not only today actually, everyday. haha
so, I'm not idea what to do except movies...
ohs,ya, I'm still haven touch the virology by Dr.Bir....its so much...terrible subject again!.
huhs~
As I'm bored, so I started to design our club' shirt, the vet-shirt.
I'm wasting not much time to finished up its, because my design is simple. The important is wanna to looked comfortable and wear comfortable.
I knew it maybe will have a lot of complain from our coursemate after I'm post on the FB.
But, its ok, just a simple design. haha.
now, wanna to continues movies, and study(maybe lah after movies, but I think will sleep direct after movies)
XD

爱恨

~情到浓时来个激烈的爱；无缘无故的爱也来了无缘无故的恨，敢爱敢恨，爱到恨到死给你看~

二十世纪青年的爱真是如此吗?

RIP....

为什么要结婚？

恩，今天要谈的就是：“为什么要结婚？”
“妈，我不结婚”。“哈哈，听着，不要你是第一个就好了”。她不信。
“我没想过结婚”。“你有问题要？不对劲？　”朋友说。　是的，不对劲，问题是不结婚。
为什么要结婚？。。。爱，在一起就好了呀！但，不真实的爱，还是算了吧，不要乱搞关系，让人误会，伤心。“无缘无故的爱正如无缘无故的恨，”　何必呢！！


“亲爱的，让我们结婚吧

    品尝着酸甜苦辣，感受了喜乐忧伤，

    为生存东奔西跑，拿青春去赌明天，

    我相信未来一定不是梦。因为——

    我爱你……”


 说得可真好听呢！
若不结婚，就没能尝试酸甜苦辣吗！　就没感情吗？！
结婚了，才发现彼此的缺点，到时的酸甜苦辣才由的你来苦。
结婚后对所酸甜苦辣的包容并不像在谈恋爱是的伟大。

对，我就是有问题，不结婚！！哈哈。。

但也祝想婚的人，新婚愉快！ 

My song

This is a Korea song...
"Sarang Han Da Myun"...
this is a nice song which introduced by my good friend YC Chin during matriculasion.
^^....the piano....u know it.

知道了

我知道了，我知道为什么了，我知道我找不到什么了。。。
原来呀，在我人生中，我暂时只遇到我值得对他好的人，
但还没遇到值得我去爱一生的一个人.....
我希望我也是你那个值得爱一生的人。
你。。请问你在哪呢？ 哈哈。有缘才遇，不着急，我还得忙呢~

电脑坏了

电脑坏了，没钱买新的，要拿去修又不知能不能修，还有就是不懂要到哪修。。。炸到！
一，荧幕问题，它的显示器好像出了问题
二，我的电脑开文件时还要挑选打开放式，都掉乱了，它的显示.scf 是出了问题吗！
三，好像中了病毒，但scan没有。
咳~是时候买新的了，但~不知道哪好？这电脑有要修呢！没钱！

等待。朋友

我曾经在一个不熟悉的巴士站等了我一个朋友正正五个小时，他迟到了。。
而我，可以有两个做法，一）离开，不等了 ；二) 再等等
最终，我还是等下去，因为他是我的朋友！。。。。
但，五个小时，还真累的~

Swimming

Swimming, I love swimming, this is one of my hobby actually.
Many of my friends were asking me :" Are you sure you can swim?"
" Yes, why not?"...I answered.
" as You are too big!!" this is their reason...LOL.
...........................
" You are GREAT in swimming and can going for swimming competition sure~!" this is what their respond after saw I'm swimming.
XDXD.
I can swim fast, the speed can smash the race boat....XD

this picture is shown that what is important man to search during swimming. C something NICE!! XD