o...

jz back from supper with my roomate tee, and franky...
haha,...I felt relex haf a supper with them...
v chatting almost 2 hours...
nice....
If my life now is allow me to do it everynight, I think I will appreciated very.

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reached room,
everytime is come back in my mind...
huh~
suddenly moody....
today...I jz had a called to my mom,..
around 3 weeks I never call her de...
her sound shown her happiness...
I'm guilty...
I said: "mom, I think I will choose to stop here."
mom: " take a deep considered first, everything jz support you "
I really dun noe..izit this field is sui me..
and the happened recently was let me to looked clearly how is this world is~
damn~
I'm strong I think.....
but start from first year until now,
why I jz felt that only the sadness things in my mind????

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leader is easily to become...
bt good leader is suffer to find...
im???
not I think...still need to improve...

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actually I'm think, vet..
how is my life?
how is my future?
will it be liked life now?
if YES, I think better to stop every thing just now.
I'm enjoy with this field, never felt tired,
but people around are damn shit and made me felt tired.
thats all.
haha.
tired and wanna sleep de.